Although my awakening to the ability to access other realms was very quick and then continuous it took a while to get my head around some of the being types. One type that I was not sure about was Angels.
On the one hand everyone even vaguely connected with this sort of thing seemed to be convinced that they have either an Angel or Native American with them. At the same time Angels to me had strictly religious connotations and as I am not aligned to religion then in my mind they were filed away as possibly very dodgy.
Unsure about ‘Angels’ but becoming open to them
Anyway after about four months I had made enough friends who seemed to have better ideas about other realities and who seemed more grounded and realistic about them. These people also had Angel guides (mind you they also had some ET’s guides too and one had a huge whale spirit guide as well, which at that time really stretched me). Anyway I decided that Angels were probably OK, so when my spirit support team was due for its (by now) regular change I made it clear that I would be open to having some Angels.
Spirit Angel guides eventually come to work with me
So, this is of course what happened? When the next team change occurred (my spirit support teams changed on average every six weeks during this early phase) a couple of Angels turned up. Now, because my visual sense is very good I would have expected to see wings, halo’s and so on.
However I just got some normal looking women guides whom glowed really brightly. I did not need to have a classical presentation (as it were). They were great, we got on well and they were accepted as a normal part of my support team.
Archangel Gabriel & Michael were some I worked with too
I always had Angels as part of my teams for at least two years after that. I regularly worked with Archangel Gabriel and Archangel Michael for many years. Then you could say I progressed to a point where I no longer could be helped by these beings, although I am sure others would argue otherwise.
Angelic Realm Missions to help others
So, to me, Angels are one of the groups of Beings who are consigned to help us here and other beings in other places. They work directly with the administration (spiritual hierarchy) of this reality to facilitate people to grow and change here.
I have had existences as an Angelic form (aspects existing as Angels), very few in number compared to the time spent as a nature spirit, but some experience all the same. Real people living here whom originate from the angelic realm may be on a mission to help others here . . .
January 18, 2009 @ 11:32 pm
Yep, I never believed in angels either until one night I had an experience back in the 1990’s. I was in this singing mood and wanted to sing to God that night, but I realized i better spare my family and sing outside ..lol. I went outside under the night sky and poured my heart out to the Creator under the stars. Before singing , I asked God to please have some angels “doctor up” my horrible singing voice, as I was sure God was used to hearing beautiful angelic choirs..lol!
I sang for as long as I wanted and felt as though I was being surrounded by love .. It was beautiful. I felt love inside of me and around me.
After I finished, I instinctively looked up to the roof of our home and saw a very tall brilliant being of Light.. standing on the tip of our roof and I instinctively smiled at this being as though I knew him, (and I don’t!)
Then with me still feeling that glow of love, that being flew off the roof and into the sky. I watched him .. he literally flew right into the stars and looked like a comet moving in the opposite direction away from Earth.
I will treasure that experience for as long as I live.
December 21, 2012 @ 9:31 pm
I just sought after to thank you for your vlogs. I have been watnihcg you from the start and you are one of the reasons I got enough courage to start transitioning. I am so pleased for you and I just sought after to thank you for your videos and your courage to post them! I just sought after to say you go girl! And thank you for the streingth you have given me even though we do not know eachother. Again thank you!! Like Rikki
July 27, 2009 @ 8:50 pm
Hi . . . days before my mother death i had this experience, I woke up of my bed and i went out to the backyard, when I was out i saw a little angel i can say he was like a small child of 2 or 3 years, and he told me don’t worry everything will be fine, I’m your and your twin brother guardian angel, and after that I woke up in my bed and It was a dreams but I felt and I feel today that it was real.
August 26, 2009 @ 5:00 pm
Hi all, have any of you seen the cartoon film – Ferngully ?
It’s a beautiful and funny story about ‘faries’ the queen fairy in this story is called Madgi, and their is a strnge creature in it called ‘batty’ It was one of my daughters favourite movies when she was little, my daughter is my ‘living’ angel xxx
May 1, 2011 @ 3:56 pm
hey again clive,
i appreciate your view of ‘channelled’ materials.. i have read hundreds and hundreds of different pieces over the last few years.. and i appreciate that the intent is not always clear and neither is the message..
that said, i am wondering if you have explored the ‘keylontic science’ books/ideas as they mention many names/groups and energies that you are speaking of (lyrans and angels etc).
e.g. http://www.keylonticdictionary.org/online/member/index.php?page=fallen-angelic
the amount of material they have produced is vast.. i have no conscious awareness at this timing of the accuracy of it, so wonder if you do.
cheers
May 1, 2011 @ 4:11 pm
n.b. reading through the keylontic books i note they say the messages are not channelled and actually represent ancient teaching from billions of earth orbits ‘ago’.. where the DNA is encoded a certain way before birth to ensure access to the ‘guardian’ alliance method of communication.
May 2, 2011 @ 4:47 am
Hi Nick, as you’ll know from the soul-healer.com site announcement I’m writing a series of articles on implants. One of the things we’ve found is that many MANY so called paths, ways, healing systems and so on place implants in the energy field of their ‘followers’ or ‘members’. These implants can do various things BUT the most common underlying ‘help’ they give is to glue their ‘members’ to their own ideas, beliefs and ideals while ALSO putting them off the ideas, beliefs and ideals of other paths, ways etc. In the case of RUOW I have a client same as you that spent time with this material (which like yourself she’d keep referring to) this was how we found that some of her implants were put their by that ‘way’ to keep her aligned/glued to what that work states. Like I say on soul-healer.com I’m interested in WTF is going on and so far I’m well ahead of the game in that respect. Lightworkers have 11 implants and by lightworker I refer to ANY seeker / healer / spiritual / subtle aware person. The second series I’ll be posting has a page describing the effects of each of these implants. You have these as well. In my terms NONE of these are ‘positive’.
It’s one big ‘management’ game, how many ‘sheep’ you can collect to follow ‘your’ way. The average number of REAL subtle energy implants in earth incarnate peoples energy bodies is about 1,800. Of these about 15 they’ve consciously chosen. Many of the ‘none’ chosen ones manage thinking, beliefs as well as of seriously eroding peoples ability to ‘evaluate’ anything. Most of my clients (longer term) are gradually experiencing the ‘novelty’ of actually being able to increasingly think for themselves as they clear obscene amounts of energetic shit with the resources I’ve developed.
Does that put things into perspective for you?
May 2, 2011 @ 1:34 pm
ok thanks, i’ll be interested to see what you write there.
the definitions involved are needing to be crystal clear and paramount for understanding, since what one may term as implant, another may term as ‘belief’, another may term as ‘truth’ and so on. and they may all be right.
ultimately even the observation of #implant#, may itself be self reflective of the definitions present within the idea of what is ‘you’ and what is ‘not you’. in other words, how do we know we are not identifying an aspect of who we are that we don’t like and identifying it is ‘implant’? not so easy without knowing what is and is not creation.. and that then comes to the core of ‘are we creator or created?’.. this is where ruow is a challenge for most since the idea is expressed that ‘god’ ‘put us out’ as ‘children’ since we were asking so many questions and generally being fragmented and innocently ‘annoying’.. thus we are said to have evolved being ‘parented’ by angels and others, never having understood the true nature of the source consciousness. i am not adherent to this per se, though the details are quite convincing and/or troubling, depending on who you are and what you trust.
my aim presently is to reawaken the sleeping aspects of me so i can feel and know the truth – as well as heal some physical traumas. i know that much of my traumas are from ‘over’ ‘thinking for myself’.. in the sense that i have often thought 100 times or more quickly than others and while that has led me to understand a great deal, there is also an overload that is very real.. (at least ‘created’ to be real and is thus then experienced as real) (the brain has no fuse).
i mention the azurite press (keylontic) material because it provides vast amount of info on stargates and locations of these on earth which can be verified; i am not ‘astrally active’ presently so have not gone to look.
where you say ‘you have these as well’, refering to implants, is that based on observation of belief and patterning in the messages i am writing or through another method of reaching the understanding?
thanks again
May 2, 2011 @ 4:07 pm
An Implant is a word used to describe designed and manufactured subtle energetic technologies that are implanted into the subtle energetic body. Many implants work to implant ideas, beliefs into peoples ‘heads’.
You’ve the technologies I mention in your energy field because I can detect them there. But it’s also very obvious nick because how you write always aligns down the same ‘managed’ lines while misrepresenting what I’m clearly stating. You leave a trail of clues in the undergrowth of everything you write which after you’ve dealt with 1000?s of these you can easily spot the clues to how people are managed.
You don’t seem to get nick that I’m not writing about ‘ideas’ too much I writing about things that to me are almost as solid as concrete as real as my coffee table for example. Until you deal with what is managing your ‘thinking’ you’re going to just go round and round in circles.
May 2, 2011 @ 4:19 pm
ok, thanks for clarifying..
i went through periods of identifying some of that in myself and then it became clear in other people..
after a while i lost the thread, so to speak.. of all that..
the nature of some of my experiences have been very disturbing to me (as no doubt yours have to you).. and that in itself influences me.. not wanting to bring to manifestation what might not be serving us collectively… and not wanting to trigger that unwittingly.. avoidance, yes.. and also misunderstanding.
if there are actual physical implants here in me i would not be 100% surprised.. i have spent some time attempting to discern whether there are or not.. and then a lot more exploration attempting to understand whether they are only there as long as i agree to believe that they are!
interactions with various ‘organisations’ here on earth, the pain in my head and the nature of the info i have lead me to believe this is perhaps the most important exploration i can make right now.
thanks
May 2, 2011 @ 4:58 pm
These are not physical implants they are in the subtle energetic body. Whether I believe in my coffee table or not strangely enough doesn’t make any difference to it’s existence. Does it?
How long have you had your headache? I’ve a client started working with me because she had a constant headache for 20-30 years and had tried everything and was on constant pain killers. I told her it would take a long time to get rid of that. After two years this headache has reduced enough that she is withdrawing herself from using the pain killers AND has short periods of time without a headache at all. It’ll probably take another year to really get it gone.
The headache is ‘mostly’ the result of wanting and trying and asking for things to help her NOT THINK about certain things.
May 3, 2011 @ 11:56 am
Hello Clive,
First time poster. Like Nick, I’ve studied RUOW for a while and got to your website on his recommendation.
I find your observations interesting. A while back I came across the idea of ‘The Wave’ – a cosmic event that is supposed to sweep clean ‘our’ universe of any spirits ‘not attached’ – don’t know exactly what it means. However, the idea of disembodied entities anchoring themselves so as Not to be swept away, by engaging us (real people) with their ‘ideas’ – that has always resonated with me.
And it doesn’t really matter whether the ideas are positive or negative – the key thing is to be anchored in the physical reality by having people ‘believe’. I think this has something to do with a change in which we will perceive time, and so any entity that’s anchored is part of the future – and for a very long time, whereas unanchored entities are.. . . moved out of the time stream(?) – something like that.
Anyway. I appreciate the idea of NOT having any ‘implants’, so as not to limit our ability to create in the moment. But. From my perspective, I prefer a gradual and balanced shift toward any state of being – so I find certain ideas – many of them in the ruow cosmology – very helpful.
Your position on ‘implants’ also reminds of an exercise from ‘The Course In Miracles’ – which I found to be very powerful. In this exercise, one is meant to look at any object in the room and say out lout ‘I don’t know what it means.’ Then move on to another object. This for two minutes I think. This is a remarkably simple and yet powerful exercise – at the end of which, an opening is created – where everything seems more fluid, and one can make connections about bits of one’s life that before would seem unconnected. It is also a state of feeling more ‘alive’ – sorry about all the quotation marks – this is still a vague subject to me. . .
Excalibur
May 3, 2011 @ 1:50 pm
I only ‘believe’ in one thing; that’s beliefs are a waste of time and that it’s much better to find things out directly yourself.
May 2, 2011 @ 5:13 pm
oh ok, i thought maybe some of them were physical.
the issue of belief with relationship to what is held in manifest creation is itself relative to your belief system (that is my understanding) (and you may have beliefs that you are in denial of (possibly judgements) that you believe to be reality – that form the framework of what you are perceiving ‘through’).. thus the effect of beliefs is somewhat maliable… have i made a coffee table disappear by not believing in it? no.. not as such.. but then i have no desire to.
the pain in my head/jaw has been constant for about 8 years.. i was involved in a car crash, had a wisdom tooth pulled out and had an ear pop at a music gig all within a short space of linear time..
i then had the ear syringed and a rather spooky nurse behaved rather strangely.. after that my hearing deteriorated and the pain increased a lot..
I mention the nurse because this was after some ET interactions and accessing an apparent government/et ESP facility.. looong story.. not sure which dimension, but basically physical.
i can relate to the mental alignment aspect of the physical trauma.. and i have healed myself of some of the car crash trauma internally (actually using ruow ideas).. but the issue of jaw/ear/head trauma remains.. it is so constant and traumatising that suicide presents as an option.. though i know that is not what is needed.. but it is that extreme.
i don’t take any pain numbing pills as i am aware that the pain is needing to be accepted. the pain is centered in an area where meridians come together and radiates through areas of brain which i understand to me emotion and thought ‘processing’ areas..
there were periods prior to this where i explored a variety of psychoactive drugs, such as mdma and lsd.. and i suspect that experiences on some of those led me to unbalance and create certain beliefs about balance which are not accurate or desirable.. so the issue is multi-faceted.
i could talk for days on this subject without any problem! ‘something’ i did during extended meditation brought me a lot of unexpected attention.
May 3, 2011 @ 2:34 pm
This is an Assumption; “belief with relationship to what is held in manifest creation is itself relative to your belief system”
Every time your RUOW implants kick in Nick your thinking, ideas and ability to evaluate things are managed. This is not a belief. It’s the product of taking apart energetic implants and studying them and what they do. Most of what you write is about ‘ideas’, with little experience or direct ‘observations’.
‘Observation’ actually implies disengagement which is what your presentations here project too. Having spent time doing the scientist thing I found that your head is very good at handling ‘data’ but unfortunately limiting your senses to ‘objectively observed’ data as being a mode of ‘observation’ that only allows you to engage with a severely limited data with respect to all that ‘reality’ offers isn’t a good start.
Head and mind is for assessing and thinking and making decisions and judgements (nothing wrong with them either) unfortunately most people are disengaged from their full FULL senses base which is actually what you/we should all be using to collect data. Everyone has two sets of senses and being incarnated we are attuned or orientated to the physical, you can with time realign to your senses that are attuned to the energetic environment (took me decades) and in so doing expand your experience and data by orders or magnitude.
May 3, 2011 @ 2:53 pm
i appreciate that, yes.. the ‘observer self’ is certainly adding a barrier within me at present.
i have at times (usually with drugs of one kind or another) experienced the ‘energetic environment’ directly.. i haven’t yet fully appreciated the hows of sensing in that way without ‘help’ of altering substances.
the ruow ‘ideas’ i referred to are actually about ‘self love’ and feeling and release of judgement and forgiveness for judging, thus allowing emotional movement and healing.. when i did that many of my individual muscles relaxed which medicine, physios and docs had got nowhere with over a few years.. i experienced direct light entering where it was not before… so it is more than ideas, but yes, i used that word since they are ideas too!
cheers
May 3, 2011 @ 11:57 am
I like you, you seem to be right on. :)) As a child I looked up and saw a giant light man, with wings and a sword standing guard over me at the head of my bed. I had no idea of who that was as I was about 4 yo. I asked my grams and she said oh, that’s your guardian angel!
I later have come to realize he’s Archangel Michael and he helps me and is with me. I don’t get to see him like that so much now, only in my mind’s eye. I feel him there.
I’ve been pretty I’ll for quite sometime, just found out it’s heavy metals. What do you think is a good way spiritually and physically for me to clean up?
August 11, 2011 @ 10:43 pm
Hello Clive,
what you refer to as “implants”, would you say they are the same thing as what Lucia René refers to when she talks about “templates”on her website:
http://www.unplugfromthepatriarchy.com/teleconferences/ancient-templates-overview/
???
August 12, 2011 @ 6:56 am
They are a type of implant – basically templates are subtle energetic technology overlays that ‘change you’ into someone’s idea of what they think we/you should be. Ascension and it’s alternate variations are all a means of controlling people, lots of detailed explanations of how well we are being managed and kept lost with all this energetic junk is explained on the scary pages on http://www.soul-healer.com.
August 12, 2011 @ 9:38 am
thank you!
August 25, 2011 @ 5:06 pm
I take it that religious beliefs are a type of implant, set in place by entities on power trips.
Am I wrong?
August 25, 2011 @ 5:21 pm
There is more here; http://www.soul-healer.com/subtle-energetic-technologies-devices-influencing-from-a-distance/
On those areas. Basically every group EVERY SINGLE ONE does things to retain members and glue people to their favourite beliefs, truths, ideals, different practices and so on . . . not much room left for freewill . . .
October 6, 2011 @ 4:45 pm
has anyone else been penalized for reading soul-healer.com by angelic (or any other) guides?
when i used the popular st. michael prayer to protect my room, he unexpectedly showed up (and gave me a heart attack). we had a brief conversation and i was questioned about my reading of soul-healer.com. i’m in a really desperate situation so i said i’d allow myself to be convinced otherwise. i hadn’t read the site in the few months since if found it anyways.
but things got to the point that i tried the self-healing handbook, but i wasn’t getting enough, so i went back to soul-healer.com for clues. sure enough i got cut off, with the message not to invoke him again. however i think archangel michael took pity on me (though had to maintain appearances). so instead of direct petition, i can allow him into my space and he puts up protection as he chooses.
i am not entirely shocked, as i have a deep aversion to ‘love&light’ propoganda, even when it looks subverted (but still upholds the same outcome), despite all my efforts to accept it. and i had/have a deep irrational fear of petitioning archangel michael for help. i did only at night, because the attacks were so persistent with lethal intent and overwhelmed my current ancestral guides (who had protected me from dozens of others). considering the level of sabotage, being complete blocked in every area of life, and attacks that are going for the killing strike, and a deep fear of appealing to deities, i may have some issues related to lightwork. or something.
however, i don’t mind this arrangement. it was very hard that month to censor my thoughts and stay within the party lines.
speaking of sabotage, this is almost the tenth time i’ve tried to leave a comment. hmmmm.
October 6, 2011 @ 6:21 pm
I sent you an e-mail with the below but it bounced – e-mail address unavailable.
Why have you put this as a comment on realitywalker.com? Are you asking for help? Is so then why are you not following what I state on every contact page? This comment does not relate to what I write on this site here.
Why would you invoke Archangle Michael when these attacks you are having are coming from so called ‘light’ beings? If you want to take this further i.e. take up my time then follow instructions that are presented both on soul-healer.com AND all of my contact pages.
October 7, 2011 @ 9:45 am
sorry about the bounced email. the email i put in looks correct, but i might be missing something. *sigh*
i had a feeling to write this, to let whatever come out of it. if i got a comment with info, it would be nice but if i didn’t receive a response it’s still fine. i didn’t fully understand how potent the knowledge on soul-healer would be and i wanted to leave a record of that experience for another. i saw that other folks were going on tangents and since this was my first experience with an angelic being with an interesting twist, i thought it would be okay here. if it is not, i apologize.
when i first called archangel michael i did not know how deep this could go and had a hard time believing the gnosis i was getting. it was the experience itself that provided more evidence and helped me understand the connection. i make space for them (just for emergency night protection) even with this awareness, because i’m in crisis mode, to make do until i can get my head above water.
right now i can’t book a session. i am disabled (i was well before, now everything is blocked and sabotaged) and can’t make any money. my entire family is under intense pressure as well (though not as bad as me) with huge financial sabotage. they’re on a knife edge, there is no help there either. so i’m trying to figure out how to get myself together enough that i can book a session in the future.
i am surrounded by dead ends and catch-22s so i’m constantly going around looking for the slightest opening i can widen. i am having a very hard time dealing with the bit of info coming to me, as reasons for some of my issues, as i get a lot of interference (above and beyond what i got before i got sick). it is relieving to hear outside of my head that ‘light’ beings are attacking me. i will push forward with this and see what i can do.
thank you for replying as well as for the resources you’ve provided.
October 7, 2011 @ 10:54 am
I figured out the e-mail problem – just sent another. Reply to that when you get it.
October 7, 2011 @ 9:57 am
okay. i re-read my comment a few times again, before it clicked. now i better understand where you’re coming from, asking why this comment is here.
i was adding context to the experience, to make more sense but it got out of hand. (and i thought i curbed myself!) i do this way too much and i apologize for bringing that here.
October 7, 2011 @ 10:57 am
The first time I put material up like I have on soul-healer.com the entire site disappeared – no on could access it AT ALL. I had to do a clearing every other day of useless being and suppressing energies for 6 months just to keep it open most of the time. Most people whom spend time on soul-healer.com wont be able to really take in more than about 10% of what I write there. That’s how bad things are.
January 15, 2013 @ 8:02 pm
please can you help me i have tryed sitting in circle with others but now im going to sit on my own what do i do to get a link with spirit please can you addvise me thank you chris thomson.
December 4, 2013 @ 11:39 pm
Hello Clive. I have been suffering for so long and earlier this year, I met a lady who got in touch with my spirit guides. I have been suffering for so long that I wondered why haven’t they protected me enough like they should. In addition, my guides told me that everything is about LEARNING. I have asked them numerous times about my past lifetimes and they say that they will only reveal what’s important to my HIGHEST GOOD. I have asked them about my past lives and they only revealed to me smaller portions. In regards to my suffering and constant learning the hard way, I asked them if they were behind my learning the extremely hard way just so that I can learn, grow or determining what’s best for me. They told me no and that my life’s energies are creating my life. I just want to know what do you think of all of this. I am looking towards severing energetic ties from my spirit guides. I have emailed you before, just so you know.
December 6, 2013 @ 3:51 pm
Read this page to the bottom: http://www.soul-healer.com/healing-session/request-form/
March 25, 2018 @ 3:47 am
Hi. Not sure if anyone is still posting on this site, but I will still say what I need to. I have experienced many things in my life. Mostly dreams that had either prophetic like meanings or personal meanings. In 2011 (some people call it the year of Awakening) I had a horrible experience, but heard of many who had had beautiful ones. I’ve always, since a was a small child, have believed in unicorns and fairies and the like. But I feel like I haven’t been in touch with any angels or any other being. I feel very empty and feel as if nothing is guiding me or protecting me. But I do love reading these articles. They are very inspiring. I wish and hope that someday soon I can have a beautiful exciting experience just as others have. If anyone is listening, thank you for doing so.