Before I was guided to do Reiki I was already doing energy and healing work naturally without any formal initiations or training, I was fully interactive with my guides, fully aware of them able to see them VERY coherently.
When I went for my first Reiki ‘initiation/attunement’ and was presented with both the basis Reiki information and the ‘guidance’ of these Reiki masters I very quickly felt both confused and lost in terms of the confining attitudes and restrictive training presented as a normal part of the Reiki healing system.
The presentation and approach in a general sense seemed to me to be at odds with something presented as and or considered spiritual? Which in my mind is or ‘should be’ about promoting change, openness and creativity amongst other things rather than (for example) exclusivity and restriction.
[ PLEASE NOTE . . . for anyone maybe returning to this page, I’ve updated it from: PLEASE NOTE: I added the below ‘additions’ end of June 2019 . . . ‘below’, I’d recommend everyone coming here to read that section anyway (this page has been getting longer and longer so this section is way way below now) as it describes/gives context to ‘why’ I was specifically targetted during an ‘initiation’ and ‘particularly’ with the intention to debilitate myself in very specific ways. ]
My Natural healing Abilities & My Intuitive Awareness/Sensitivity were neither Acknowledged Nor Respected By Reiki Masters?
The lack of some of these qualities was confirmed not long after my second Reiki initiation when I was politely (Well actually not politely but I am going to be polite about it) sent to Coventry by the locally, VERY well respected Reiki masters whom I had been working with. This was when I was actually told very adamantly/directly that there were ONLY Reiki energies, and in a manner that strongly suggested that only Reiki energies were ‘right’ or ‘correct’ or the only ones people ‘should be’ using/working with. This was patently not only completely untrue in a general common knowledge sense BUT it was certainly untrue with regards my own very much ‘broader’ experiences.
It was also then made indirectly very clear that I would not be offered a place to do the Reiki Mastership.
As Reiki healing is considered a somewhat essential rubber stamp to ones presentation of energy work I was left feeling somewhat lost and let down by both this episode and the general limiting attitudes and understandings amongst Reiki healers.
A respected offer to receive my Reiki Initiation, Mastership Attunement
Within a few months however someone who asked for a healing from me and who could feel the quality of what I was working with rather than making an assumption of quality because of a ‘BRAND’ name or a particular presentation offered to give me the Reiki Mastership initiation.
This offer however, still left me puzzled. As I was looking for what would give me a much better alignment with what I was focused on achieving which was about me exploring and finding myself at deeper and deeper levels and this had been amply demonstrated to be lacking within this particular system then why did I feel as if I was being guided to do this initiation?
Having a Reiki Initiation or other Healing initiation or Attunement?
Puzzled but following and trusting what I felt was right, I went for this Reiki initiation. It came as no surprise then, that the person initiating me although (like many) was glued to the ‘R’ word system/approach had in fact had many unusual initiations with regards paths that have a much greater and more importantly a somewhat broader and more open attitude than Reiki. It was these energies that I was here for rather than the Reiki ones. So, I got via a formal Reiki style initiation what I needed from all of the energies that she was connected to. I thank her very much for this opportunity I very much appreciated this.
Negative Reiki Initiation Side Effects!!!
However, a few days later while working with Michael Bradford as part of a self mastership group focused on personal empowerment and self mastership, it was pointed out to me that I had a negative energy cap sealing off access above my crown/crown chakra which was then ‘essentially’ capping/limiting/containing my awareness ability. Let me make this more clear/explicit, this was designed to block and to limit and contain my abilities to become aware of ‘whatever’ when tuning in and evaluating clients in healing sessions. In other words it was designed to prevent me/anyone with this from actually becoming aware of ‘NEGATIVE/LIMITING/CONTAINING’ items such as your subtle body form having negative/limiting implants within your ‘energy field’!!!
An Awareness Limiting Blocked Crown Chakra Sealing Cap is detected after a Reiki initiation?
Which was altogether very strange because in the last session I had with Michael we had actually identified removed a crown chakra awareress containing cap from myself before the Reiki initiating weekend making myself very surprised to find that I had another of the same. An energetic sealing cap is just that. It acts as a filtering barrier to seal off or ‘cap’ particular energies and frequencies as well as of cutting or blocking subtle energy connections as well as awareness to other energetic systems and or one’s own inbuilt healing capabilities.
For a more in-depth reading on these areas then read here.
Removal of Crown Chakra Blockage Specifically Limiting Awareness Via a Sealing Cap, Plus Disconnection from Reiki energies
This item, it was determined had been placed there as part of the Reiki initiation, this was to try and keep me aligned (or more accurately glued and attached) to this energy system. This apparently happens at the mastership level. This explains why many who start off with Reiki find it so hard if not impossible to move beyond it.
So, I not only removed this cap, but also disconnected myself from ALL the Reiki energies and Reiki support teams (about 20 minutes work) you could say that I de-initiated myself.
Again from the perspective of Reiki people this is an impossibility and of course it is both if you believe it and don’t have either the energy levels or higher level connections and consciousness to support doing it.
How Much is your Freewill being violated by Being Automatically bound to a healing system ‘Maybe’ Forever?
People say that Reiki is a good healing system to start out with to learn the basics to be used as an introduction to healing.
I cannot disagree more; Reiki is a front, it is for the most part a means to attract good people to discourage then from REALLY exploring any further by keeping them limited and ‘happy’. It’s AIM is to offer people a limited and ‘nice’ energy set to play with to HOLD people to these levels, limitations and understandings and to keep them there. It ‘by and large’ keeps people bound to certain frequencies AND it contains (dumbs DOWN) and limits awareness of other dimensions, connections to other groups and ways beyond Reiki (or the now many Reiki clones) it also tries to block or limit other MD abilities. It also connects you to ‘feel nice’ energies and as a result often has people become addicted to a regular Reiki fix and this is why there is a standard call sign of ‘Oh!! Reiki is sooo wonderful . . . ‘
From my own experience is see Reiki is a shiny, sparkly and lovingly presented ball and chain with dire and negative consequences to healing potential, spiritual growth and expanded awareness in the current as well as future lives.
Too much is taken on trust. The authority of the ascended master administration; the spiritual hierarchy is all encompassing. None question it. Although, we are told to exercise discernment we are not encouraged to be discerning towards those telling us to discern. We are not expected to question this government – because that is what it is. Earth at this time presents ALL misalignment’s hugely amplified to its humans residents so that we have a chance to see them. Offerings such as Reiki are about helping you to remain as unaware of things outside of certain boundaries as possible, it helps you to NOT question but to accept AND it encourages you to propagate itself.
One of the gifts of this place is that it OFFERS us 10 times the discerning power compared to any none human. As such it is sad we are not given more freedom to use this environment as it was intended. Perhaps those guiding us are themselves being misguided; they do not question these areas either or why the design to free us has already failed us three spiritual cycles previously and is about to fail a 4th time . . . .
For something more respectable, maybe then try Magnified Healing instead
Anyone concerned with their evolution would do well to stay away from Reiki healing, initiations and all Reiki variations. Try Magnified Healing instead a much marginalized approach with only 40,000 known initiations which must be a fraction of the number that have taken Reiki. As Magnified healing offers much more opening, expansive energies, is freer and does not keep you bound to itself and is more powerful than Reiki then of course it is not allowed to attract people rather people are kept away from it.
Quantity as in having ‘MANY’ Healing Initiations are perhaps not a measure of either Quality or Effectiveness
Quantity has never impressed me as a measure of quality. Early last century in the UK the majority of the population used to smoke and you were considered and often treated as an outsider and picked on if you did not smoke. My father as a none smoker experienced this attitude as a teenager to a point where he was bullied to try and force him to take up the common habit – join the sheep.
My advice; take up smoking rather than train in Reiki as you are likely to experience less long term debilitation’s as a consequence while also getting an immediate physical demonstration of how much it will perhaps f**k you up in the long term.
Reiki Initiations & Particularly the ‘MASTERSHIP’ Initiation Include Efforts to Limit & or Reduce ‘Sensitivities’ & Awareness Abilities of EXCEPTIONALLY AWARE PEOPLE
Sometime after this capping experience I had a Reiki master come to me wanting advice and help. She had been puzzled as to why her level of awareness and abilities to access had been much reduced since the Reiki mastership initiation. Coincidentally, this was also someone with inherent, i.e. ‘natural’ healing abilities as well as extended awareness abilities thus demonstrating very well what I am trying to make readers aware of here.
The sealing filtering crown chakra cap seems to be being applied to already ‘more’ aware and or ‘naturally’ aware/naturally more sensitive people i.e. this type of cap seems to be specifically applied to block and ‘contain’ awareness as well as progress as a healer beyond a certain point. In this specific persons case, then rather than her energy cap holding her to the levels of awareness and or abilities that she already ‘naturally’ had it resulted in her being brought down/cut down to the same level as it tries to hold all others to.
Natural Inherent Healing & Awareness Abilities may be Blocked during Reiki and or ‘OTHER’ healing Attunement s & Initiations?
So, rather than leaving her feeling expanded (but also capped/contained/blocked from further expansion) in her case it actually noticeably ‘REDUCED’ what she already had/her own natural abilities to the level that most Reiki healers/any healers are blocked from moving beyond certain levels (of awareness/expertise)!!!
As a result she was aware of having much less abilities after the Reiki mastership than before, and had also been feeling disconnected too; that is she had lost energy connections that she had before the initiation because they had been blocked too. This is exactly the effect that the energy cap has on someone with either natural or developed capabilities beyond Reiki; to have them cut off and or reduced.
It would not be incorrect to state that Reiki is a healing limiting and containing system basically just offering the equivalent of a drugged up ‘feel good’ type boost without actually doing much in terms of ‘effective’ healing at all!!!!
Reiki Initiation Chakra Sealing Cap Side Effects Limit Subtle Form Originated Awareness’s & Already Developed Healing Skills & Abilities
So, we worked together to take away the energy cap and restore her original connections. She could feel the difference straight away; the awareness and capabilities that she had from before the Reiki mastership returning.
Here is an Audio of me explaining this to a client Shirley whom has related experience of limitations to spiritual growth and awareness.
Then she did the most amazing thing; demonstrating the power of the Reiki system illusion, energy drug and resulting spiritual brainwashing. She continued to offer the full Reiki training to others even though she knew from direct experience what had been done to her, she went on to pass the same awareness blocks to others following her.
I found it quite astounding that the manipulation of people involved with Reiki is so strong that even when they are made directly aware of and can feel what has been done to themselves they still revert to passing the Reiki capping curse onto others.
‘But Reiki is just so wonderful’; which of course it is because it’s energies and effects are deliberately made to be addictive.
Will Reiki healing heal the planet?
I don’t think so . . . .
. . . . what I do think is that Reiki addicted junkies will make more Reiki junkies until there is no one left to help you out of the Reiki don’t get healed while made to feel good black hole.
Reiki is a classic example of an energy system being presented as something that it is not. Unfortunately Reiki is not the exception but the norm.
- These situations were a reminder that you have to generate your own motivation, focus and alignment and don’t assume that what you hear is the truth, no matter how well meaning the people are who speak it.
- For those with a strong and independent focus to evolve then this often has us guided not to what is aligned but what isn’t so that we can move on from it and deal with any parts within ourselves that resonate in the same way.
- I have just re-written the first level training manual of my own approach completely for the 7th time in four years. It now not only bears no relation to the last manual in any respect but would be unrecognisable as something with any connection to the first written. This is as it should be; a reflection of your own continuous movement and not being glued to some paint by numbers style healing system . . . . . .
Reiki is also one of those energy systems that tries to keep you tied to it’s energy connections forever and not even just for this life BUT all future lives as well. I’ve also read a few times that you cannot be disconnected, that you will never lose what you are given.
Disconnecting from Reiki Initiations, Attunements and other Limiting Healing Energy Sources
That you cannot be disconnected from Reiki is actually presented as ‘a good thing’ is bizarre enough but what is worse is that people are so desperate to be part of ‘something’ that they don’t question what this really means.
With Reiki they even take this one step further and force this to be true by trying to cap and so block any expansion beyond it.
You should understand the sheer arrogance of any beings or representatives of an system for them to say or even suggest that there is nothing that can supersede what has been given – i.e. there will be no change or movement – because this is what this really represents . . .
A Guarantee to NOT MOVE
Which is of course wonderful if all you want to do is stay the same and not actually grow?
Do you understand this?
A truly spiritual system would make further movements easy by providing information and the ability to help you disconnect from any and all energies that you have now out grown, rather than keeping you shackled to itself with no way of removing the shackles.
Advice on How to UnInitiate Yourself from Debilitating Healing Modalities & Practices?
In the comments below I replied to Heather’s comment about disengaging yourself from an initiation with a brief update on my understandings. I’ll expand on this now. We are each living in a virtual reality here and we are each living a script that defines our lives. What is defined in the script determines (by and large) the outcomes with respect to our lives here. So, if you have on your script that you took an initiation then that’s what you get. If in the script you released yourself from the initiation then you’ll be able to do that (or someone else will be able to do that) otherwise it will be difficult or impossible. I’m not a ‘healer’ (I mention this elsewhere) I’m a researcher and I’m a general ‘larger scale’ researcher. In this respect my script allows me to research very broadly. For example I can have an initiation and ‘get’ all that comes with this. If I then find things wrong with the initiation I can ‘research’ and get rid of it. This is also why many healing / medical things work for some people and don’t for others. I also mention elsewhere that I’m very busy and I’m not interested in working with people in any capacity. However, as everything I’ve been doing is about finding ways to deal with negative issues automatically then I’m offering a full automated absent clearing of all subtle crap as I describe on soul-healer.com. This would include ‘caps’ and disconnecting you from disabling initiation energies. If you are interested then read this page here.
The debilitating Psychotically Positive orientation and Arrogant Reiki attitude phenomenon
Occasionally some people (for example ‘Jaz’) attempt to post comments here that are along the lines of ;
“I recently had my first Reiki treatment, and since the effect was so positive I immediately did my first initiation. I was also initiated into krya yoga at the age of 15. Personally, I’ve had very positive experiences with all of the above. I don’t think Reiki, or any other method is the only one that’s valid. And many people I’ve talked to had excellent experiences with Reiki. But I do think that one’s mindset is important if they want to do spiritual work. People with an arrogant or close-minded attitude will also attract the like. No spiritual school is absolute!”
REALLY!! You imagine that I’m not aware that many people have ‘so called’ positive experiences of Reiki or other energetic ‘ways’? Have you read other pages here or did you comment after reading just this one? I do make a point of ‘pointing’ out my extensive range of experience and MD abilities here. Have you listened to any of the ‘audios’ for example? It’s also insulting to denigrate others experiences or to in such an offhanded manner consign them to a ‘bad’ or close minded attitude that in fact you yourself are displaying. Your comment here about ‘attitude’ is grossly insulting and itself arrogant in it’s tone and an example of a strategy oft used by people whom have zero ability to contemplate assumed ‘negative’ things. So, I’m giving notice here to ANY others offering comments displaying such ‘arrogant and closed-minded’ attitudes. They will be deleted without reply. For those that want to sail along and avoid the ‘contradictions’ then fair enough but then don’t denigrate those that are actually able to turn toward and investigate such contradictions to find out why they occur.
For a page describing how all channeled ‘universal’ healing energies are in fact ‘artificial’ then read this page HERE.
For a page on exactly how artificial channeled healing energies act on the subtle energy body read HERE.
For a list of many different ways that we are being manipulated to make us lose subtle senses and abilities while also trying to limit direct experience of subtle realities and subtle issue origins read this page HERE.
Reiki Healing Delusions Know No Bounds
After writing the above to make why I’m presenting this page quite clear. I’m still getting ‘stupid’ comments. This below is a comment written by ‘William’ that I’ve moved to the page with my reply to it following. His original comment is HERE way below.
Williams Comment . . .
Since you apparently delete all comments that do not fit your assumptions, I expect this will not be up for long but I’ll offer an observation anyway. There are only two basic motivations, two things that influence our beliefs and actions. I refer, of course to love and fear. Your comments and those of the people whose comments you have left up all strike me as being very clearly driven by fear… fear and misunderstanding. You clearly have no idea of how a Reiki attunement is done and what it’s effect is.
It is true that because Reiki is simply a vibration of pure Source Energy and every person attuned to that Energy will interact with it in their own individual way, there are many different practices all calling themselves “Reiki”. Some are very formalized and inflexible but most embrace the diversity of “Reiki” practices. Perhaps the Reiki practitioners that you encountered were rigid and inflexible and were not offering anything that you found useful but this nonsense about a “Reiki Cap” is just plain laughable and displays a woeful lack of comprehension. Even if a Reiki Master wanted to put such a cap in place it would be impossible. A blockage of the sort that you describe can only be self-imposed. Your fear-mongering on his subject is very, very sad. My own experience has been that Reiki provided a solid foundation for spiritual growth and, far from being a hindrance, provided a springboard to ever-increasing awareness and growth. While my practice is now primarily a Shamanic Lightwork incorporating Crystal Energy Therapy, Arcing Radial Light Healing, Sacred Geometry, Merkaba Energy Fields, and Shamanic modalities including soul retrieval, spirit release, energetic cord cutting, and the Rites of Munay-Ki of the Inkan Shamans, Reiki is still a primary foundation of my work. All of the Reiki Masters that I know have taken their work far beyond simple Reiki and are in no way hindered from exploring any other modality that they are drawn to. Reiki is just one of a myriad of vibrations of Source Energy but it is a very beautiful and powerful energy which provides strength and confidence to grow and expand spiritually and in no way restricts of hinders the practitioner.
In over 4 years you have apparently only had 23 comments that fit your prejudices adequately to leave them up. You have, no doubt deleted many times that number of comments from those who do not agree with your fear-based notions. I challenge you to leave this up and offer a thoughtful response.
My Response . . .
Oh goodie a brainwashed Reiki fan actually manages to leave a comment. As a start William here is a ‘fact’ for you. I’ve not had one comment left ‘against’ what I’m presenting here in at least a year, in fact it’s soooo long I cannot remember it might be two years or more. Any ideas why?
On this page HERE are details of an implant that is found in 99.999% of brainwashed Reiki healers, new age, new spirituality, lightworker types. Guess what it does? Oh dear oh dear what it does is it makes it very difficult for the implantee to actually confront anything even slightly negative, you are just not allowed to rather you are made to run away.
Misunderstandings: Well, it’s difficult for new age healer types to have misunderstandings in terms of what they themselves use or believe in because of another implant they all have which I describe HERE. It’s a fantastic implant to put into people William if you want to stop them from actually thinking about things in any deep way at all. It particularly stops them from becoming aware of the contradictions with regards what they are doing, saying or presenting because it automatically mentally translates terms used in interactions in an effort to persuade people that they are all talking about the same thing.
Fear: Wow what an insult you make there William. As you’ll become aware if you ever actually get round to reading these links then fear is what you end up facing in spades when you actually start finding out what is REALLY going on. On the other hand some ‘fear’ I used to have before I found what was MAKING ME FEARFUL was being dampened down by another implant which again I conveniently describe HERE. It’s an amazing implant William because it does an amazing job of managing the emotions of new age types. It does attempt to dampen down negative emotions BUT that’s just the start. For example it seamlessly manages the implantees emotions so well, that it can even make you feel as if you are engaged with a pure ‘energy source’ when working with particular healing energies. That’s how good it is.
Love: I’ve actually loved myself enough William to make a determined effort to find out what was ‘really’ responsible for my negative issues. I seem to have done amazingly well in this respect because all the issues I wanted resolved which I list on this page HERE are all now ‘properly’ resolved. Fantastic Eh!! and I only actually resolved these when I got ‘woken’ up enough and loved myself enough to leave behind all the junk energy systems.
Pure Source Energy: I’m glad you mentioned pure healing energy sources William because it certainly is an area that is very misunderstood. I’ve a page HERE (although you need to start reading from HERE a few pages before this to understand the context) that describes the Reiki healing energy source in detail. You can get this sort of detail William if you get off your arse, throw out all your assumptions and actually go looking behind the facade. It’s not pretty though, you really do have to get those fear issues sorted before venturing out too far.
Reiki Caps: What sort of experience do you have of ‘cap’ or ‘subtle energetic implant’ type things William? What’s your experience of being aware of and finding and dealing with these types of things never mind of tracking down whose responsible for them?
Although it a bit out of date now, here is some of mine:
- Etheric Implants & Subtle Energetic Technologies
- Etheric Healing Channeling Implant Examples
- Subtle Energy & Entity Attack Detecting Implants
- Energetic Implant Design, Creation & Modification
- Example of Common Self Chosen Implant Types
- ~ Limitation Realizations of Self Chosen Implants
- ~ That Kill Attractions Sexuality & Relationships
- ~ Hide Skills, Abilities be Accepted have an Easy Life
- ~ Supporting you to Lead or Facilitate Others
- ~ Supportive of General Health Well-being & Healing
- ~ Energetic & Spiritual Aid’s, Insights & Alignments
- Booby Trapped Devices
- Implants Described in Different Ways
- ~ Negative Etheric Implant Types Described
- ~ Emotional Mental Energy Body Implant Differences
- ~ Negative Alien Etheric Implants
- Common Spiritual Group use of Negative Implants
- Spiritual Therapy & Healing Group Negative Implants
- How Might I Acquire or Accumulate Implants
- ‘Essential for the Earth Experience’ Implants
- Physical Incarnation Past Memory Erasure Outcomes
- Incarnation Admins Negative Implant Improprieties
- ~ Sacred Whore & Sex Goddesses
- ~ The REALLY ‘Personal’ Personal Assistant Implant
- ~ Managed High Class Companion Behavior
- ~ The Stepford Devoted Housewife Option
- ~ Made into a Willing Sex Slave Implant
- What else beyond Implants might be Acting on ME?
- Problems to Find, Detect, Identify & Remove Implants
Subtle Energetic Implants: As far as I can tell I’m offering one of the most comprehensive and detailed presentations covering subtle energetic implants on the web. Unfortunately it’s a bit difficult for other so called ‘subtle’ aware types to get this detail because when you are hampered by having an implant that actually sabotages your ability to scan the ‘REAL’ energy body while also in many cases presenting ‘fake’ results then this could explain the lack of decent and comprehensive information presented elsewhere. I describe this implant in some detail HERE.
Soul Retrieval, spirit release: and soul fragment retrieval. I’ve done a bit of that too. The weird thing is that my in depth investigations ‘yet again’ seem to cover many areas that others are not aware of. For example are you aware that many negativity cleansing techniques actually work by dispersing away your energy field? I describe these HERE with a list on the following page of the ‘practices’ we’ve specifically identified actually responsible for this (at least at the time that page was written). Some subtle cleansing tech systems do this rather well too which I describe HERE. With the end result that you yourself William will find that you’ve lost between 20% and 80% of your energy body material due to these. While often not being aware of this either.
Here are some comprehensive pages covering soul fragment and soul retrieval in more detail:
Energetic Cords, Ties and Attachments: Got some pages on these too. HERE is one.
Is this ‘thoughtful’ and comprehensive enough ‘response’ for you William? Are you able to think about your own prejudices that you present here? Or NOT?
The Persistence of Shamanic Lightwork Reiki Wisdom
William didn’t get the message the first time and left another comment which you’ll find below HERE. Within this comment Williams ‘Wisdom’ is in “quotes” and my responses follow once again. Isn’t this fun . . .
PLEASE NOTE: I added the below ‘additions’ end of June 2019 . . .
I ‘should’ perhaps point out that since writing this page (in early 2008 (well over a decade ago now)) my ‘understandings’ have changed vastly, in that what I present on this page (obviously ‘worrying’ to some) is just the bare ‘tip’ of what can only be described as a monster iceberg . . . if you’re interested then the extended explanations and pages I’ve added/linked to below put ‘some’ aspects of what I’ve been finding into perspective . . .
Be ‘warned’ that what is below is very very much ‘off the edge’ . . . it might be better reading it all the way though first without reading the linked to pages (which unfortunately in most cases, are very long) . . .
Are you aware that ‘we’ are all living in an entirely designed ‘fake’ reality ‘and’ that we are all copied people i.e. we are ‘duplicates’ of another population such that each person here is then a copy of someone else, such that ‘you’ reading this are also living out a pre-defined life AND . . . even more outrageous . . . the newage people are actually copies of those that designed (and or that ‘followed’) those that designed/built this place/what we are now living within?
I’ve an entire multi-page series giving ‘evidence’ of this in great detail:
What are the Origins of the New Age People? Who do the New Age Population Represent?
You might have noticed that this specific web site is very specifically offering many pages describing A GREAT/VAST VARIETY OF MY OWN ANOMALOUS/HIGHLY ANOMALOUS EXPERIENCES, i.e. I’ve specifically been writing about all of my own very anomalous experiences AND I’ve been doing this partially to try and figure out HOW REALITY WOULD ‘HAVE TO BE’ TO ACCOUNT FOR THESE!!!
Strangely, despite that we’ve a lot of people going on about ‘The Matrix’ no one actually manages to ‘define’ what they mean by ‘The Matrix’ (i.e. that we are each interfaced to an invisible body which would be our real body, that is lying on a slab somewhere while the body we’ve got here then isn’t actually really ‘who we are’) . . . such that (when I’ve checked/read ‘Matrix’ pages) no one seems to have been able to logically figure out some of the anomalous experiences a matrix population would ‘absolutely’ present . . . now in that I’ve had LOADS & LOADS of anomalous experiences I spent a great deal of time trying to figure out ‘HOW REALITY WOULD HAVE TO BE TO ACCOUNT FOR THE’ . . . which eventually had me writing, describing ‘some’ of these possibilities on this page here:
Matrix Film, Plato’s Cave, Theory of Forms, Metempsychosis & Platonic Dualism Comparisons
So, the new age people here are ‘by and large’ copies of these that designed (and or ‘followed’) what we are in here, which included designing in a lot of ‘magical’ extra’s supposedly added in very ‘SPECIFICALLY’ to facilitate the ‘HEALING OF PEOPLE’ within here . . . . unfortunately, it seems to me that these ‘healing’ supporting efforts/extra’s seem to have been very gradually ‘DEPRECIATED, IF NOT ENTIRELY INVERTED‘!!!!
About 15 years ago I was starting to get ‘suspicious’ about pretty much ALL HEALING MODALITIES/SYSTEMS as I was starting to become aware that I MYSELF and all of those using them are (for the most part) exceptionally well managed/manipulated (coincidentally by ‘invisible/magical’ means) . . . this was when I deliberately changed my approach as a therapist and started working with people by phone only while also ‘eventually’ setting up a hidden/personal to each client web site so they could use this specifically to list/describe EVERY SINGLE ISSUE THEY HAD . . . I did this because in working with people by phone ‘LONG TERM’ I gradually because more and more aware of all aspects of themselves and their lives such that I noticed that a lot of those people had serious issues that they actually never ever even mentioned i.e. they had debilitating issues which seemed to actually be invisible to themselves . . . a few of my clients complaining about maybe 2 or 3 issues and after myself pointing out other issues/life debilitations they had ended up leaving a list of over 100+ issues on their ‘personal to themselves’ web site!!!
Also, despite that I can access their interfaced subtle/spirit form very well to address and resolve debilitating aspects of themselves that originate/are held within their invisible ‘subtle’ body rather than dealing exclusively with what can only be accurately described as their human ‘avatar/remote vehicle’ . . . being able to do this increasing competently resulted in myself being more and more consistently attacked by the so called spiritual hierarchy/various ascended monsters masters as well as the Elohim (whom turned out to ‘represent’ the ‘directors/overseers’ of the fake reality duplicated simulation project we are all living within now) . . .
So, in that the new age lot as well as others ‘here’ are simulating someone that spent time pre defining/designing our ‘earth world’ which they’d do while working within a vast 3D VR space while predefining all aspects of the ‘earth’ in great detail . . . such that it doesn’t take too much thinking effort to figure out that people ‘working’ consistently/long term within a VAST 3D ‘EARTH WORLD SCALE’ VR SPACE would result in their ‘DUPLICATED’ counterparts having ‘EMBEDDED EXPERIENCES’ of various facets of the ‘EARTH WORLD ‘DESIGN’ FRAMEWORK’ that they are all working on . . . such that if you looked hard enough here you might be able to IDENTIFY PEOPLE DESCRIBING 3D WIREFRAME ASPECTS OF ‘THINGS/THE EARTH’ (and particularly if you and they are ‘now’ living within what they designed) . . . fortunately you also don’t need to try and do this yourself either because I’ve already done this too!!!
Hence, this page here provides:
Extensive Evidence our World is a Simulation Designed In a VR on a 3D Wireframe Grid/Backdrop
Unfortunately none of the above linked pages are ‘trivial’ they are unbelievably comprehensive/exceptionally detailed while also giving links to lots and lots of ‘extra’ supporting/confirming evidence too!!!! In that the ‘agenda’ here is to basically F***Over everyone ‘within here’ AND as part of this agenda it’s ‘gifting’ everyone with as many debilitating/limiting health issues as possible while not allowing these to be resolved (at least in the majority of cases) then it’s fairly easy to write extensive evidence of this being the case too . . . for those of you reading this are likely ‘healer’s then you might find the following pages of interest, because these are also worryingly comprehensive, even including details of myself working as a researcher within a university focused on diabetes research (hence I’ve a boat load of science papers with my name on with respect to that angle of research) . . . in that after I eventually left my last university job (as ‘Manager’ of a Central Resources Facility) to push my own boundaries and understandings of MYSELF by working as a healer therapist, during this phase I married a Brazilian healer, moved to and lived in Brazil for 3-4 years, during which I designed and we both worked on/helped build a house and other building (i.e my scale of interests, education/expertise and ‘experience are the exact opposite of ‘poor’) . . .
A link to the F***OVER/make everyone’s health WAY WORSE ‘EVIDENCE’ page (also very, very comprehensive/long too) is below . . . followed by a health supporting/facilitating ‘diet’ page as all of our ‘official’ diet recommendations are all ‘obviously’ wrong!!!:
- First Awareness of a ‘Version of Myself’ Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting Implants
- Details of our Subtle/Spirit Form, the Subtle Environment & the Various/Many Anomalous Experiences Substituting for these Here
Have you had a negative or bad Reiki or any other ‘Healing’ focused experience and particularly from an Initiation or attunement?
Has any one else experienced ‘weird’ Reiki (or any other energy system) attunement and initiation ‘oddities’ and particularly debilitating ones?
Would you like to tell your story/give us details of this?
PLEASE NOTE, you could say that this page is sort of an awareness/support page for people who’ve had similar ‘negative’ Reiki or any other healing systems limiting/sabotaging experiences, hence for the ‘insecure’ and or ‘outraged’, or even the ‘doubtful’ (Implies I’m lying/what I write about here isn’t true (‘really’!!!, just how many more links to pages giving vast details of all sorts of subtle things/my healing and or awareness abilities DO SOME PEOPLE ‘STILL’ NEED!!!!)) then it’s best you rush off to one of the many, many positive/gushing about reiki sites/pages to leave a sceptical and or ‘outraged’ comment . . . SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!!
Thank you SO much for having written these words about Reiki. FINALLY I understand what happened to me. I had a similar experience apparently – and for all these years never knew what was wrong. I had been initiated into Reiki I and immediately lost the flow of energy that I used to feel and have since felt handicapped energetically. I stopped doing any hands on healing as I no longer felt anything. it would have been a lie. The gift had stopped — I was confused, profoundly sad, and had no idea what had gone wrong, but knew it was from the Reiki attunement. Even my dream world changed. I’ve told many people to not get the Reiki training, ESPECIALLY if they have already been demonstrating healing gifts. How do I remove whatever agreement, cap and block that may still be there? Thanks, even if I never hear from you, as you have done me an immense good by sharing your story.
Thanks too from me, I too have had the same sort of experience. I had a natural flow and as a result of ignorance, trusted being attuned to Reiki. I felt at the time that I must be less than because I was not that keen on the guy who attuned me but trusted blindly because he was a Reiki Master that it was me and not him.
What followed has been VERY RESTRICTIVE and again I thought it must be ME. SOOOO glad to have this information. Many thanks.
Hi Trish, sorry to hear of your experience. It’s diabolical really and only those whom have some natural abilities might find this out. Would you like me to try and get rid of what was done?
REIKI has had its day!!!!
clive,
please tell me more of the reiki cap. some people my niece met who do reiki have mentioned something along these lines. what is it?!
sam
I’ve expanded details in the page above Sam . . .
I can´t find any explanations about how to remove this reiki cap that you mention???
Please enlighten me on this??
A very confused soul.
I was attuned up to the Reiki Master level in 2014. Never had the healing results I wanted. I had a beloved cat for example, who developed cancer. Once when I started a Reiki session on him, he shook for a moment then passed away! I have myself developed health conditions within the past few years like cancer, prediabetes, kidney stones etc. Wouldn’t a Reiki practitioner be the picture of health if that were healing energy flowing through you…? How can one know what is truly a healing energy system? What beings can you truly trust, deities? Ancestor spirits? Or is it all illusion? How can one remove any blocks to knowing truth, and developing your own psychic/spiritual faculties?
Hi Cathy, during the first years training as a healer and going to practice meetings with other healers I ended up over time being invited to some of these healers homes for a social or healing practice there . . . however, in these specific settings people more readily talked about themselves and particularly when with there spouse and or other members of there family . . . these ‘peripheral’ interactions/conversations would at times include comments about health problems and or medication they were on . . . the more I got to know more ‘healers’ (mostly ‘Reiki’ focused) the more I became aware of how many health problems they had (some quite severe too) . . . it was also quite interesting how ‘disassociated’ they we’re in terms of being healers/doing healing on themselves/each other and others AND saying things about how good / effective / amazing etc the healing was while is very obviously wasn’t impacting there own issues and in some cases quite a few issues and some quite severe . . . in my experience the majority of healing sessions make people feel nice, it gives them a comfort blanket making them less bothered and LESS AWARE of what to me where very stark contradictory factors!!!!
Myself ‘personally’ I’m 60 now and I still have no health issues (eye sight is the ‘worst’ but I’m still reading and writing this without the need for glasses)!!!!
Clive, I’ve NEVER taken up Reiki in this lifetime but I once contemplated taking it up. I did not push through with the plan only because I could not afford the classes.
Hi Clive!
Thank you for sharing you experiences with Reiki. I am one who did the same, that means I made 2 Reiki grades and Master initiations. Each time I was very unhappy with what I was doing to my self. By the first initiation I had very bad headache, second time I had strange energy “stroke” along my spine and at least after my Master initiation I lost all my abilities, intuition, clairvoyant, healing abilities… I left all the staff…Then I was attracted to other Spiritual School and worked with light symbols. It helped me to catch my way back to my soul purpose, but I am very much under psychic attacks, especially after I had to leave the School without any kind of explanations. I was not the one they expect me to be…??? They named me “Trojan horse”… I have a lot of Beings, souls, entities and ghosts around me but I am too afraid to work with them…. or to kick them out …What do you say??
Love,Nada
There is a lot of misdirection going on Nada, it’s hard to know what is right and what is not. I tried 40+ approaches most very seriously and as much as I felt more confident and was able to ‘cope’ with my issues few were significantly improved. So I forcibly took a line to find and deal with the REAL origins of my issues NOT what I was being ‘led’ or made to imagine the ’causes’ to be. Taking this ‘I want to find the origins of my issues’ line had me under serious energetic and entity attack for 8+ years with many attempts to seriously prevent me from finding the real cause never mind the means to deal with these. All of these beings . . . and I have to emphasis this ALL . . . as in every last one were what others would consider ‘light’ or divine beings. I could not understand why someone taking such a sincere line would be deliberately attacked and everything done to sabotage this. It was diabolical. About 5 years ago I found out enough to stop these attacks dead AND I started to find WHY I was being subjected to what I was. What is really happening is appalling and shocking to say the least, but happily I’ve now resolved the issues I was striving to have answers for AND many other limitations and blockages that I’d not even have thought could be resolved. Some ‘hints’ are presented on; http://www.healingexamples.com
Dear Clive
I write you from Turkey-?stanbul.I certainly agree with you.Reiki is like a good advertised stuff. I think you have to be careful when you are dealing with this kind of stuff
I want to ask you about spells and the people dealing with it
LOVE AND PEACE FROM ?STANBUL
NOTE:HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO ?STANBUL
OSMAN
Hi and Hola, I am writing you from Spain where I have been living for 10 years now.
I have just been reading your articles about spirit attachments etc. and, by chance, came across the “Reiki,healing systems and healing illusions”.
Well, well, it has given me some great insight indeed and has only confirmed what I had already suspected.
I have a “Master”degree in Reiki Usui and Karuna which I can´t say I am really proud of!
The only thing positive which came out of it, it opened the door to a spiritual world which I had no idea about, as well as my eyes!
As you can see from my website (in spanish), I have been practising energy healing for some time now, taking me further and further away from reiki.
I haven´t been blessed with any healing gift, as far as I know! But I certainly have discovered and have been accessing some higher energies/frequencies for some time now, making the reiki energy almost insignificant in comparison.
I haven´t used reiki on myself, nor on patients, for some time now, and I don´t even like the way reiki has become so commercialised – which is the reason why I say that I am not really proud of being a reiki master! Sorry!
Now, I would like to know what is this “energy cap/block” you are talking about and how can it be removed???
As for “disconnecting from the reiki initiation & attunements”, is there a need for this, and how can this be done???
I do feel that there is something preventing from connecting with higher energies somehow, although I manage to sometimes, but not as much as I would expect, especially with all the energy work I do (and have done a lot on myself too!).
I look forward to your reply with comments and answers. Thanks ever so much!
Hi Clive
You’re a breath of fresh air.
I don’t have the same problem as you refer to – but am pleased as i may have gone along this route.
My problem was the reiki i received.
The lady who gave it to me,in a nut shell said that i was full of faults,i was a poor me,my mam had lost the plot and was going to get worse and that my great grandmother was a pain.
She stripped me of my confience,instilled the fear of God into me and made me worried sick.
I had a complete melt down.
Before i met her i was full of confidence and very,very happy and indpendant.
I’m going to trust myself from now on -no reiki,no groups.
Great article.Good on you for being honest and open and speaking your truths
🙂
Thanks Catherine – glad I could help. I explain in more depth on this page why some people get have a ‘kicked in the head’ experience from doing a healing initiation; http://www.soul-healer.com/what-is-the-strongest-safest-most-effective-secure-psychic-shields-protection/
there is no master without a slave.
and that includes the self.
i am aware that the practitioners of reiki are taught to ‘get out of your own way’ ‘its not me doing it, i am a facilitator and conduit for universal energy’ – in other words, i don’t exist and am acting on your behalf because you are unaware.. so much indirectness and confusion.
this reminds me of taking part in a buddhist chanting session for purposes of enlightenment.. which i did with intent of enlightenment and as such is not wrong (to me) – i later found out that the chant included the clause ‘may all be enlightened by finding enlightenment via the x,y,z buddhist foundation and via a specific person – name elludes me’..
i was kind of shocked but on holiday and didn’t want to offend at that time.
i believe the keyword that unifies the energetic blocks you are referencing is ‘denial’. end the denials and what was pushed away can return.
thanks for sharing and being you!
I don’t understand what you are using the word ‘denial’ to refer to. From my perspective the two ‘caps’ had different origins the first was not replaced by the second I only became more aware of the possibilities because of the first and of course dealing with the first made me aware that I was ‘free’ of such caps a few days earlier. If I’d not had the before ‘Reiki’ cap removal I’d probably not have related the second to my Reiki experience but as just ‘something’ else to deal with.
prior to reading right use of will books i was not overly focussed on ‘denial’.
however, the 2nd book is entitled ‘original cause: the unseen role of denial’..
and gives the definition (paraphrasing):
if you are not in acceptance of yourself then you are denying yourself, if you are denying yourself you are holding yourself outside of love. when you hold yourself outside of love you are fragmenting yourself and creating denied self/will/light.
if individuals are denying one aspect of self they will be denying others.. and so the death dealing denial continues.
this applies to every aspect of life, specifically and most obviously to the ‘scary pages’ on soul retrieval.
in context of this page on reiki, i was referencing the idea that by placing a branded labelled formula/technique on top of what is actually divinity/god/self/connection/unity there is a disowning and discontinuation of flow and true being. so the fronting claim that you need accreditation or to be trained to be your true self is a denial in many ways.. not really too much different to the stories of jesus complaining about rabbi’s acting as middle men (this story too was ‘erased’ / ‘denied’).
denial, then, can be said to include any idea which does not unconditionally accept that you can heal and be loved unconditionally and that places unnecessary limits on that.
there is much more to say on the subject, but that is what is relevant here. 🙂
This “any idea which does not unconditionally accept that you can heal and be loved unconditionally and that places unnecessary limits on that” is an assumption.
As is “what is actually divinity/god/self/connection/unity”
If you strongly take on assumptions then your entire thinking gets locked down those lines and this warps your ability to ‘evaluate’ things ‘different’ to this.
Having done the science thing i.e. gained it’s experience AND done the same with quite a few other things to understand both their coherence AND their flaws then I no longer “hold” to assumptions or beliefs.
I label ALL of any ‘temporary’ assumptions I have as “Probably COMPLETELY Wrong” because there is 10,000 times more chance of this than of them being right. As such my assumptions, my understandings and my ‘resources’ change COMPLETELY sometimes overnight on a 9 months to yearly cycle. I know this, my clients know this because they have to put up with what I say changing radically and my resources working in completely different ways when this happens.
Reiki people are locked into assumptions, so are scientists so are Buddhists and it’s best to assume that you are too. I’m secure enough ‘now’ to step off a cliff into the unknown every day because I’m not glued to any assumptions I’m free of them. This allows me to take in information from all different directions more ‘freely’ the bigger base of information you have the larger your understandings can become that encompass more and more . . . and so it goes on . . .
assumption makes an ass out of u and me.. as has been said.. lol
indeed, ruow really needs to be read to be comprehended.. so i will leave it there.. suffice to add that the books give a detailed way in which to sort out what is true and what is not.. it includes understanding on what is judgement and what is not and requires judgement release such that there is no assumption, judgement or misunderstanding.. in conjunction with ending denials and moving emotions the idea is that understanding will come. (having first cleared the receptive magnetic centers which may be full, having been denied full expression since manifest experience began)..
on that note.. i recall reading you said you remember all of your lives.. do you have awareness of ‘how it all began?’ 🙂
Thank you so much for your honesty, i feel what your making aware is that we can all find our true being/self if we believe in ourselves and help each other, maybe we have to journey through these initiations so as to remind us or push us forward, i would like to just get straight to it, like a scientific breakthrough there is a way but boy im i being threatend from all corners ! the hounds are an understatement both living and others ! im from the north east uk i would love to talk to you in depth, i feel like a bird in a cage ! i have just managed this before i slip into anmesia or try to connect or use my mind with like minded people… thank you x
What happens during some reiki and other healing initiations that they don’t tell you about;
http://www.soul-healer.com/free-reiki-master-teacher-initiations-attunement-training-negative-bad-dark-experiences/
Hi. My opinion on the whole reiki issue:
I don’t think people realize this but nothing in this world is PERFECT. Reiki can indeed have negative consequences, nothing is perfect and set in stone. If you think about it, reiki ‘heals’ or does things at the most fundamental level of a human being. A person energy is their essence, its what you are made of, your emotions (energy in motion). Reiki ‘energizes, unblocks, removes’ etc. These are all changes that occur at the most fundamental level of a person, and while it obviously does GOOD things much of the time which can’t be denied (there are so many stories about how reiki has helpled people), it is stupid to assume that reiki can in no way under no circumstances intentionally or unintentionally be unbeneficial to a person. It is tinkering with your subtle body, your soul if you will, your energy body your emotions. It is psychic surgery, most practitioners of reiki will even admit to it being that. Everyone loves surgery right? Medical procedures have helpled saved many lives, true? of course its true. And is it not also true that there have been times when things have gone wrong?? Of course it is. how is reiki different besides the fact that it operates on a different level. Nothing is perfect nothing is a quick fix one stop fool proof miracle procedure. THE WORLD IS TOO COMPLEX FOR THAT. Reiki and all its new age followees almost seem like a cult, sharing the same unquestioned beliefs about many things, almost like half the wonderfulness about having this healing gift is helpling people and the other half is being a part of the new age Club. Sure its great to be a part of a subculture people, we all want to belong and feel we’re contributing to society and such too right? But how can you be so closed minded as to think that Reiki Can Never Ever Harm. Things regarded as ‘bad’ have in the past also proven to be beneficial under the right circumstances (think of the use of LSD or Ecstasy in treating psychiatric patients). Most people are so anti-drug that even if the evidence of a positive change was right in front of them, they would still vehemently deny that it was possible. Just like they deny that any negative reaction or experience could ever be attributed to reiki. And if you as a patient report it, most will still deny it. After all. who is the doctor right? Think of the progress society has made by uncovering faults in the world, think of the rise of reports of sexual abuse, the teinted blood scandal, I could go on and on. Think of how these horrible truths had to be faced and exposed in order to move the world forward and help humanity as a whole. Don’t be so naive and wrapped up in your Ego or successes that you are blind to negativity. Nothing is perfect, not even Reiki. Reiki is not the miracle saint everyone in this world has been waiting for to rescue them from their problems. Think that just maybe this is not the second coming of Christ. Have an open mind people. And to take it a step further: Open your fucking eyes, reiki practitioners. Don’t forget that as a doctor, healer or human being, you have a responsibility to USE CAUTION. to PROTECT yourself and others. Know what you’re doing. Think, explore, question. NOTHING IS PERFECT don’t we know this as a society yet? Notice how many people on the reiki train parade around anti-drug propoganda or blast western medicine as if THAT had never helped someone. You don’t go to a reiki practioner to deliver a baby right? Sorry to sound redundant or preachy. Not my intention. People need to see the truth. People are human. Reiki practioners aren’t perfect and like any doctor can make a mistake. A lot of doctors are full blown idiots and should not be practicing at all. Its better to see these things sooner than later. The reiki world needs some yin to their yang, some constructive criticism to counter all that blind optimism and deluded faith. It will probably become apparent sooner or later. My personal experience with reiki: detrimental to my life. Half the responsibility falls to the patient I believe in taking care of themselves, but half of it falls to the reiki practioner who should be responsible for what they do for and to people.
Thank you for sharing your story. You just saved me from making a big mistake. I have a natural healing energy flow and thought Reiki would help me to understand it more and show to control me how to control it. I did some research on various types of energy programs and Reiki appeared to be the one I was interested in knowing about. I downloaded a Reiki learning manuals and instructional videos to help me with all different levels of attunement. I haven’t started the program, and I will delete all files associated with this type of energy work. I am interested in information on magnified healing. This is my first time hearing of it. I supposedly had Etheric Inhibitor Crystals and their removal done for small donations. The same individual who performed this service supposedly cleared and aligned my chakras as well as reversed my chakras to spin counter-clockwise towards ascension. She used a crystal pendulum to do this. She is a light/energy worker.I just came across your site today and read your scary stories concerning this particular issue. I fear I made a mistake and it is a matter of time that I may develop symptoms of blockage. Thank you for informative articles.
Since you apparently delete all comments that do not fit your assumptions, I expect this will not be up for long but I’ll offer an observation anyway. There are only two basic motivations, two things that influence our beliefs and actions. I refer, of course to love and fear. Your comments and those of the people whose comments you have left up all strike me as being very clearly driven by fear… fear and misunderstanding. You clearly have no idea of how a Reiki attunement is done and what it’s effect is.
It is true that because Reiki is simply a vibration of pure Source Energy and every person attuned to that Energy will interact with it in their own individual way, there are many different practices all calling themselves “Reiki”. Some are very formalized and inflexible but most embrace the diversity of “Reiki” practices. Perhaps the Reiki practitioners that you encountered were rigid and inflexible and were not offering anything that you found useful but this nonsense about a “Reiki Cap” is just plain laughable and displays a woeful lack of comprehension. Even if a Reiki Master wanted to put such a cap in place it would be impossible. A blockage of the sort that you describe can only be self-imposed. Your fear-mongering on his subject is very, very sad. My own experience has been that Reiki provided a solid foundation for spiritual growth and, far from being a hindrance, provided a springboard to ever-increasing awareness and growth. While my practice is now primarily a Shamanic Lightwork incorporating Crystal Energy Therapy, Arcing Radial Light Healing, Sacred Geometry, Merkaba Energy Fields, and Shamanic modalities including soul retrieval, spirit release, energetic cord cutting, and the Rites of Munay-Ki of the Inkan Shamans, Reiki is still a primary foundation of my work. All of the Reiki Masters that I know have taken their work far beyond simple Reiki and are in no way hindered from exploring any other modality that they are drawn to. Reiki is just one of a myriad of vibrations of Source Energy but it is a very beautiful and powerful energy which provides strength and confidence to grow and expand spiritually and in no way restricts of hinders the practitioner.
In over 4 years you have apparently only had 23 comments that fit your prejudices adequately to leave them up. You have, no doubt deleted many times that number of comments from those who do not agree with your fear-based notions. I challenge you to leave this up and offer a thoughtful response.
Oh goodie a brainwashed Reiki fan actually manages to leave a comment.
As a start William here is a ‘fact’ for you. I’ve not had one comment left ‘against’ what I’m presenting here in at least a year, in fact it’s soooo long I cannot remember it might be two years or more. Any ideas why?
Your comment and my reply I’ve added to my page above. Is this a ‘thoughtful’ and comprehensive enough response for you William? Are you able to think about your own prejudices that you present here? It’s not gone unnoticed by myself that my reply actually repeats links that I’d already presented on the page above. In other words you’ve been too lazy to be bothered to read them before writing this comment.
William didn’t get the message the first time and left another comment.
So, Williams ‘Wisdom’ is in “quotes” and my responses follow once again. Isn’t this fun . . .
To ‘properly, openly and sincerely’ investigate things William you have to be impeccably honest. You also have to take the time to ‘think’ about the contradictions, something which you appear unable to do. So I repeat “I have not had any comments ‘against’ this page for over a year” but because you yourself are unable to ‘openly’ think outside of the ‘Reiki’ brainwashing package then ‘I must be lying’.
The above paragraph wonderfully describes yourself William. You’re entire comments so far are about ‘discounting the thoughts and experiences’ of others. You response is a classical example of a ‘negative’ and bigoted person whom is incapable of giving others with different experiences a space to openly present these experiences. As I openly state above this page is not about presenting the ‘classical’ ‘Reiki’ experiences it’s for those whom have a different experience. Obviously ‘Reiki’ and whatever else you use is so stupendously ineffective in helping you deal with your own ‘negativity’ that you actually have to try and completely ‘eradicate’ anything that you personally deem negative to yourself. Your entire attitude is ‘negative’ and ‘disrespectful’ of others experiences such that you present negative and fear ridden comments without even being aware that you are. If you were ‘secure and confident’ about what you were doing then you’d not even waste your time here. Maybe getting rid of your own ‘tinfoil’ cap and what has you presenting such badly thought out insulting and negative ‘none’ arguments would be a good idea?
‘Imaginary’ Implants . . . that’s a good one as it completely confirms how effective your own Reiki brainwashing is that has you not only denying others experiences but also their abilities too. Obvious you don’t think anyone might be more capable than yourself.
‘Circular Argument’. Actually William it’s you that’s saying “I’m right because I say I’m right” and that anyone that dares present anything that doesn’t conform to your own experiences and understandings you’ll have to keep presenting stupid arguments against until they shut up or go away.
So, this is your evaluation of someone whom is openly presenting ‘some’ of what they have found having spent years openly exploring? If ‘you’ personally William want to label my presentations as ‘negative’ or ‘fear-mongering’ then that is up to you. On the other hand I have plenty of e-mails from readers of what you personally label as a ‘negative’ site thanking me for my presentation because they now have a much better understanding of what THEY THEMSELVES have been experiencing or finding. Perhaps William the ‘majority’ experience is only so because people like you spend time giving others whom dare present anything different your small minded and repeatedly disrespectful, negative, insulting opinions.
Right ‘black jaguar sky’. So in your capacity as a trained ‘Shamanic’ practitioner I’m delusional and mentally unwell is that right? All because I dare to present something different to your own experience while making it clear (of what I present here) that this is actually a page for people with different experiences. I didn’t actually state William that those linked pages were of ‘Shamanic Healing Practices’ I said they were about soul fragment and soul retrieval. Perhaps your actual healing experience is so limited it’s hard for you to relate to anything more expansive?
As I said early on (but your own brainwashing doesn’t seem to allow it to sink in) I’ve not had anyone ‘gifting’ me with such a barrage of negative and disrespectful attitudes for more than a year so I’ve not actually ‘moderated’ or disallowed any comments to this page at all.
What a relief to know I’ll not be subjected to garbage arguments and small minded entirely ‘dark’ attitudes any further.
I’m sure everything you have presented here is a fitting testimony to the quality of your own healing practices, experience and ‘light’ awareness.
William can go £*** himself for saying you’re ‘all negative’. He’s so obviously afraid of any alternative view of reality outside of the norm – no different than all the sheeple who refuse to listen to any viewpoint outside of the mainstream media or a religion…. like the bible being the one and only ‘word of God’. I’m surprised he read more than one page on your site, or rather I doubt he did, but instead put his hands over his ears and chanted “I’m not listening to you, I’m not listening to you.”
Thank you Clive for helping us. Never doubt those of us who appreciate it are out here – I promise you we are, whether you hear from us or not.
And William should be thankful that you didn’t only think as I did (that he can go £*** himself) – instead you cared enough to try to help him.
And for the record, I am a Reiki Master (Usui)…. by initiation. I can testify that there is just something very unsettling about it, something that makes me uneasy… and my soulmate who attuned me feels the same. Our family and family business is strong on the Reiki, so we keep these feelings to ourselves at home and only speak of them privately. We are attuned but we don’t teach, don’t attune, and rarely practice it on each other. I’ve come to call what I do when I do it – “My Ki” or if I’m asking my partner for healing then “Your Ki”. Why channel energy from an unknown outside source that we have an abundance of inherently of our own?
Hi Johnny, this bizarre ‘phenomena’ is likely a combination of ‘scale of experience’ combined with ourselves living in a reality that likes to wedge people into specific ‘belief and conceptual cul de sacs’. I was a medical research scientist for a few years then manager of a central resources facility for a few more years while spending my spare time trying different alternate / spiritual practices as part of trying to understand some debilitating personal issues which led to me opting to become a self employed healer/alternate therapist (which inevitably had me engaged with many new age people/concepts) to fully explore these lines / work with a wide range of people to broaden my own ‘experiences/knowledge/understandings’ of the actual real contributing causes of personal ‘issues’ / health problems. So, pretty much all of my past associates / colleagues / friends have been ‘aghast’ / spent time arguing with me / even telling me I’m ‘crazy’ quite simply because my deeper explorations have always had me becoming aware that ‘whatever / the current exploration line’ is, it is the limiting factor / ends up being a misdirection / isn’t resolving things correctly and so on . . . this ‘Reiki’ post was written about 9 years ago (and is of my experiences up to 10 years earlier) with ‘updates’ added as ‘comments’ showed that people like William were still not ‘getting it’. 10 years ago the new age movement was still ‘strong’ and you’d have web many pages advising to beam out ‘light/healing energies to the ‘world’ / to work towards ‘ascension’. And since that time EVERYTHING has only got worse (on pretty much whatever scale you want to examine/describe), i.e. it’s all been going in the opposite direction to what has been worked for / expected. AND my work has also moved on in this time and my perspectives on the new age / light work / reiki lines are also quite different (and even more bizarre) you can read of these on this and the following page here: What are the Origins of the New Age People? Who do the New Age Population Represent?
Just to answer some final criticisms that William had . . .
As I mention on soul-healer.com I’m trying to keep it simple. As you yourself are amply demonstrating it’s a little difficult for most people to retain an open mind with the material there. In this respect presenting anything deeper isn’t worth the effort. Like you say I hint at deeper things.
So, William let’s engage with some slightly deeper things? As a Practicing Shaman have you dealt with your ‘Mud Shadow Entity‘? yet? Proper Shamans call this the ‘second mind’ although it’s also described as a predator. About 7 years ago in studiously engaging and exploring my energy body for the source of my own ‘negative’ issues I came across what I can only describe as virtually undetectable ‘interferences’. In getting more practice engaging with these I found that there was rather a lot of them. Strangely enough it turned out that these items of ‘energetic shit’ we’re not in my own energy body at all but were anchored within a ‘shadow’ energetic layer that was then directly interfaced to my own subtle energetic body. Before this I was having great trouble getting rid of them one at a time.
The ‘Mud Shadow Entity’ is neither a predator nor an entity. It’s a separate energetic layer that is used to hold ‘interferences’ which over spans of time that you’d probably not want to contemplate they build up within this artificial layer. I was very impressed when I read Carlos Castaneda’s reference to the ‘Mud Shadow Entity’ because this was the only ‘thing’ I’ve ever read that describes anything of what I’ve been finding myself. The ‘Mud Shadow Entity’ is this separate energetic layer that builds up negativity that is specifically attuned to each individual. Hence it’s reasonably accurate to describe it as a second mind. It dictates our thinking and responses at the very least. On reading about this and realizing that it was this MSE that held the ‘interferences’ I engaged with the entire layer and got rid of it in about 10 minutes. As this layer holds all the ‘energetic shit’ that I give accurate numbers for on this page HERE then it’s well worth engaging with and getting rid of. As, you can imagine it’s a waste of time giving details of this on soul-healer.com because unless you’re more aware than a proper decent Shaman then you’re not going to have a clue even of what I’m talking about.
Anyone that’s got any seriously decent subtle energetic abilities orientated to actually look for ‘negative’ things rather than studiously avoiding them (as you are doing) might eventually find the MSE layer. Unfortunately that ‘Mud Shadow Entity’ layer is just the obvious one. It turns out that those 11 ‘imaginary’ lightworker implants you’ve got in your energy body William are just the tip of a very large ‘negativity’ iceberg. So, far I’ve found and got rid of 118 similar layers all doing amazing things to manage every aspect of ourselves. The most interesting layer was one that acts to seriously dampen down the subtle perceptions of anyone trying to access the specific ‘subtle strata’ that these layers (and more) are held within.
I’ve no experience in Reiki, but I have experienced an initiation rite in a Taoist sect with an implant that works similar to a Reiki Cap.
While in Taiwan, my aunt asked a Taoist priest to bless my cousin and me.I felt uncomfortable but I agreed because it felt too impolite for me to refuse. I thought the blessing will take only a short time, won’t have a bad effect on me, or will work similar to how Catholic priests sprinkle holy water on the baptized.
The ritual took a long time. I was asked to bow many times, make strange hand gestures, look at a candle with a Buddhist emblem before the master dipped his fingers with holy water and pressed strongly on my third eye area. I felt as if a block or barrier was placed on my sixth sense.
My Catholic cousin felt very positive and energized after the ritual. He saw nothing wrong with mixing Catholicism and Taoism and he easily took in the basic teachings of Taoism. On the other hand, I felt VERY weak energetically. My chest hurt. I sensed a lot of light work energies around me, but those energies felt heavy to me.
My aunt, cousin, and the Taoists around me noticed my sudden weakness. They asked if anything was wrong with me, but all I could say was that I felt tired. I felt unable to tell them the truth and cause more trouble by challenging their beliefs head-on.
After the ritual, I had to sit down and listen to some lectures on the basic tenets of Taoism for what felt like 3 hours. At the end of the lecture, one senior member asked me to give a testimonial. I shook my head; I could not say anything.
Hi,
I’m not a healer, just someone who tries my best to live life with truth, awareness and compassion, so I’m not an expert in terms of healing, but would like to describe my experience of Reiki attunement.
A relative of mine is a healer and I’ve received several therapies from this person over the years, with no ill effects. However when I was attuned to Reiki by this person about a month ago, I didn’t feel anything good at all. Afterwards I felt overtaken by quite overwhelming negative feelings. I did talk about this with the healer, who offered an alternative healing session not using reiki so I agreed. Privately though, I prayed/asked for the Reiki energy to be disconnected if it was damaging me (note – only if it was damaging – I understand that the difficult feelings may have been part of growing, but I doubt it).
I’ve had what I’d call moments of grace and a sense of connection to what I’d call a good energy or life force – for me this is usually while meditating in a natural environment (somewhere remote, up a hill or next to the sea etc). The feelings I’ve had during these times have on some occasions been life-changing, positive and a source of joy. Having felt that energy, I know it’s there around me and I remember to tune into it and feel it when I’m down.
The upshot of what I’m saying is that I feel I’m a fairly good judge of what feels right for me spiritually and emotionally. I certainly do not wish to shy away from truth about myself and this world.
Ultimately I feel instinctively that Reiki is a false path, I do not for a moment doubt the very good intentions of the person who attuned me who I consider to be an excellent healer, but I somehow don’t like the idea that Reiki flows through one ‘master’ to the next and relies on symbols which seem a little questionable to me.
My only other committed foray into healing and spirituality (other than meditating in natural places and aiming to be ‘mindful’) has been into Zen practice. I had been progressing nicely with my intellectual understanding of this, as well as beginning to benefit from the practice of ‘presence’ and feeling freed from illusion to some extent, as well as feeling a profound sense of compassion for this world, through meditating on connectedness.
All I can say is that immediately after Reiki, it felt like someone had pulled the plug on those good things. Luckily my daily life involves meditating through creating artwork that expresses my love of nature, and visiting places that have a good energy that I recognize, so I feel all will be ok. But I’m still recovering from that Reiki attunement, and with respect I’d urge any healer to deeply question this therapy. Some healing organizations have expressed a belief that its positive effect is coming to an end. I don’t know of course, but it’s worth careful thinking.
William,
I had read through your page and have found some of it useful. I haven’t had any problems with Reiki however I stopped using it almost as soon as I became attuned because it wasn’t what I was looking for.
I will say I am finding it hard to take on board a lot of the things you are saying because there seems to be such a line of defence on every aspect of your beliefs. I for one have no issues with what you are saying and from a conversation with someone today I can see that the Reiki attunement they had there was something amiss which is how I came to your site. I just find the underlying anger posted back at everyone really difficult to digest.
Anyway thanks for the information and hopefully I won’t get a grilling ;o)
Hi Georgie, you present your comment as if it’s a reply to ‘William’s’ comments/statements while at the same time referring to this as ‘Williams’ site – It’s not. This page is presented for people whom find themselves in a desert of ‘positive’ Reiki initiation experiences whom have experienced something different. I don’t know whom you are referring to in terms of ‘anger’ at peoples comments here. Myself personally I’m not leaving angry comments at all to those whom are leaving their ‘none’ positive ‘Reiki initiation’ experiences on this page, after all this is what this page is about. As, there are 1000’s of ‘positive’ Reiki initiation experiences presented elsewhere on the web then why would I tolerate those whom are not respectful nor secure enough to be confronted by those whom have less than positive Reiki initiation experiences?
two days ago it actually was – a big ooops… i regret so very much by attending the reiki class, with two amature *masters* and myself being the only student. It was all o.k. untill the attunement part, that when i started trembeling thinking that i am in presence of darker enerigies, and two masters were the dark angels. i had no idea where that feeling came from, the *masters* sounded like nice ladies, until then. I had a distinctive feeling that they put aa very bad sign over my head, described by the author as a cap, that they sealed something in me. When they asked me to close my eyes, i prayed to Christ to be with me, and show me a sign that whatever i am doing is for my goodness, and immidiately I smelled a rotten sewer smell, for a second or so. I should run away immidiately, but I stayed to the end almost with disgaust to the ritual.
Today while doing my dishes at home, i was thinking of reiki as a healing art, and wished to know if God wants me to be a healer using reiki, and all of a sudden all my running tap water stunk as a rotten sewer once again, strongly. It has never ever happened before, we have our own well. It lasted for about 30 seconds to 1 minute, and stopped. I thanked God, i’ve got my answer. But I am still depressed remembering the attunement ritual, that was HORRIBLE.
OMG! I had through meditation and belief in the universe started using healing energies. I was able to work on others as well as myself.
My visualization during meditation was really starting to open up. My dreams were very clear and I was remembering more of them.
After some time I looked into Reiki because to offer “healing energy” in Hospice or a nursing home you need “certification”.
What a mistake that was. After my Reiki I & II attunement over a weekend I lost my ability to visualize, it is SUCH hard work for me to get a glimmer of visualization now. Dreams, hardly have any at all. At the time of the attunement I was walking on air, in love with every one, every thing, and I fell into such a deep disrepair feeling after it was all over.
It’s been 6 months and I am still in the same place I was after that weekend. No dreams, no visualization abilities. Unless I missed it in your article, please – PLEASE tell me how to undo what I have had done to me. I want this “blockage” removed!!
I suppose if one who has not tapped into the universal energy on their own would not know the difference of this “system” in comparison to doing it themselves by connecting with the Universe. But I know where I was when I got the “attunement” and what I lost after. Please tell me how to get this block off of me!
Namaste
OH P.S. I forgot to mention the fact that after my Reiki I attunment, I got SO SICK to my stomach, and so dizzy I almost threw up. It was hours later that the RM asked what was wrong and I informed her on how I was feeling since the attunement. She informed me that “I had such a spiritual experience during the attunemnt that I needed to be grounded” Just thought I would add that piece of information.
i have heard of people “stealing” your power during psychic and reiki sessions.. maybe you should look into that, i feel a similar thing was done to me..
Thank you so much for publishing this article. I received Reiki I in 2003. I had real concerns during the attunement process but felt such overwhelming positive energy afterwards, that i set them aside. I decided not to be attuned to Reiki II and to only practise Reiki on myself, family and friends. However, over the years, I have had an increasing feeling of disconnection, like I have changed energetically somehow and that I am trying to reach something which I can no longer connect to. I stopped using Reiki with friends and family, in spite of continuing requests for it, but I still use it for myself when feeling really disconnected.
Also, I believe it changed my personality. At first I felt more understanding, more thoughtful, I found I could facilitate others better. Yet, there has always been a nagging doubt that this hasn’t been a positive change and I have had a constant worry that the energy is inherently selfish and by focusing on the self it disconnects from true compassion and awareness. In fact, I feel strong enough in saying that the energy can leave you open to manipulation and severely blinkered.
Thank you once again for sharing this article,it has been difficult to find others who have had the same experience. I now feel I have the strength to move on from what I can only describe as brainwashing on an energetic level.
DONT DO IT!! if you are thinking of trying this do yourself a favor and walk away!!
I too have had a natural inclination to healing energy, that is exactly that- natural!! We all have that, the more we connect with our inner- nature, the stronger it gets.
Reiki is an external force of energy and who knows exactly where it comes from or what is mixed into it!
I was attuned last week it it nearly wiped me out! I got dizzy, short of breath and it made my heart race every time I turned the flow on! It made my body itch all over and scared me silly!!
I’ve studied energy medicine for nearly two decades and healing NEVER felt this bad!
I asked my RM to close the ports and I used every tool I had to start erasing and removing the symbols. The very next day- my head started to clear and I discovered it had been masking my ability to hear my own intuition since my first “treatment” a year later. I had an increasingly physical, energetic, mental, and emotional decline- I have also discovered the Reiki was masking pain symptoms that were present, but not making them go away!!
It also started to make me feel super-Human and take away my natural sense of inhibition – not good!
There’s more I could say, but if you are reading this… Take it as a sign to choose to refuse to be brainwashed!!
Best of luck and maybe explore the natural energy sciences instead! It may be more “work” but I am mire grateful and ready to do it than Ever!!
Anything that claims to take the “work” out of the process needs to be looked at with a stern eye! It’s a lazy and unconscious approach!! In today’s world, we are being asked to choose consciousness or stay unconscious. What do you choose??
Kind regards on your journey!
Enjoyed the read for the most part. I decided not to take reiki for a couple reasons. The comercial aspect bothered me for sure but more so the thought of someone messing with my energy and putting symbols inside of my energy field? I knew that i would be open to all kinds of energies from where ever during this initiation. Common sense to me. People can be so naive. The way i see things for myself is, it goes back to faith and trusting that my spiritual journey will take me to where im suppose to be, as long as i keep working it. I do want to say that its unfortunate that u removed the posts you were going on about there above. Tolerance and patients can go a long way in towards facilitating enlightenment, as well as respectful discussion. We’re all here to walk each other home in the end.
Glad i came across your page 🙂
Hi Clive – Your article is very enligtening – there are only about 3 pages on web when you google getting unattuned to reiki, which is very telling. I have so much to share but think I’d feel more like it when I get unattuned. Could you help me do this or offer advice on how to do this.
I think what you are sharing is very, very important. I feel like I’ve just woken up to what’s really going on with reiki and I’m so glad that there is some people out there who also are in the same boat. How to i unattune myself / get unattuned?
It’s funny how anything that makes a new ager uncomfortable is automatically labelled as fear-mongering…way to face your fears William.
I’ve been encouraged multiple times to get a reiki attunement by people, but always just instinctively kept away from it but never fully understood why. I had the same reaction when doctors kept pressuring me to get the gardasil vaccine & insulted my intelligence & responsibility, however both times I stuck to my instinctual guns & am so dang glad I did!
I’ve heard of people experiencing negative entity activity straight after reiki when it had never occured to them before. I also notice a shallow kind of feel to people right into reiki as you say Clive like they just cannot see past certain limits. I was seeing a naturopath who prided herself on being this master healer as well & insisted she could heal my chronic bladder urgency through her great healing powers. I felt uncomfortable but like many other commenters felt too rude to refuse (big lesson there! Its really not worth putting yourself at risk so you don’t upset someone). It made me feel good for a week & then the symptoms all came back with a vengeance anyway. So her ego was boosted but I still had my issue. It almost seems like the spiritual equivelant of happy pills (you might feel relieved but you’re also misled).
Read the scary pages on soul-healer.com to understand what is actually being done in ‘healing’ terms and why in some / many cases it doesn’t last while also in many cases is also causing and contributing to the accumulation of a variety of other long term problems.
I came upon someone who used Reiki to transfer a large part of his load to me–he literally sent me part of his path and journey because it was too much for him to bear. He felt justified because he thought I was asking too much from him, and he saw me as materialistic, disconnected from nature and needy. He was a roommate going through massage school, and as part of his training, he would give us free body work sometimes and then Reiki. At the time I was very young and overcoming incredible childhood and community trauma related to my upbringing in a religious cult that I had just left. I had no family, not a single friend in the world, and I was struggling through school in poverty. I had a very different spiritual awareness at the time — not a lack of spiritual awareness — but a different emerging knowledge of native ecology, language-based intuition, and narrative processing. He couldn’t see this in me or value it, and had a silent judgement and arrogant sense that he should be guiding my work. At the time I didn’t know enough to tell him no, and I wish I had. After many years of clearings and struggles with deep spiritual blocks that made no sense – after many years of feeling a deep displacement and fighting invasive spiritual energy – I finally had experiences that indicated he had cursed me, in a way, by transferring part of his spiritual path to my life. This is a form of murder – he literally stole and redirected part of my life energy and the energy I was receiving at the time, and imposed upon me dozens of painful clearings that had nothing to do with me or my past. I had dreams and an impression at that time that he had be-headed me in the past–I didn’t take this literally, but now, after many years, I do believe he had a prior incarnation where he worked in execution and conquest. Oddly, he told someone else that he felt he had tortured people in the past, and he was now feeling tortured by a deeper body work as part of journey to work through knowledge stored in his body. Reiki is a cult–whenever someone believes they know more about another person than they do, whenever someone judges another person and imposes a journey instead of advocating for their own needs, this is very dark. Now this man has taken two lives from me – the first and now part of my current life–I have barely been able to function through what he gave me, and it’s impacted my career, my education and my personal life. I’m just barely returning to myself from the decade-long road block he gave me, selfishly, knowing he couldn’t carry his own load in its entirety and that I was someone who needed the education.
Hi Clive, Never seen a site like this before. Read about your ideas regarding Reiki and your theory about “manufactured subtle healing energies”. According to you who is actually manufacturing these? I am not sure if what you wrote you meant it literally. thanks
Hi Juanfe, you’ve got it the wrong way round. I ‘checked’ out subtle energy sources when I became increasingly aware that NO ONE CHECKS ANYTHING directly within ‘subtle’ circles. We are all encouraged to just go along with things, to ‘accept’ the words of spin merchants calling themselves ‘Divine’ beings. Also, to actually ‘check’ things out you’ve got to make a stupendous effort to go against the new age ‘light’ flow else they’ll just do what they always do and perceptually feed you with whatever they want you to believe. So, no it’s not an ‘idea’ it WAS an idea and or a theory but checking it out properly took it beyond both.
The majority of subtle interactions are ‘managed’ and are all about keeping ‘subtle aware’ people occupied and ‘out the way’. You might have noticed that even the mythical ascension point came and went and your still having the same line of made up stories spun to keep you all in the same managed space. It’s very nicely done.
Hey Clive. Do you have more information on magnified healing. Some people would consider magnified healing as a part of reiki healing.
Sorry Hasani, nothing more than what is on this page.
Hi Clive. Thank you for your prior comment. I was looking at your other website soul-healer.com and where it mentioned (Healing Issues Resolved) you’ve said that you’re able to heal most of your issues. Is there a particular procedure or procedures to heal our issues. You’ve even mention that people continuing to experience things in their lives to where a person’s situation is adapted. How exactly can one deal with or clear their issues on their own?
Hi Hasani. You gain the experience I have. I think you need to read this page: http://www.soul-healer.com/advanced-healing-awareness-training/beyond-sticking-plaster-healing-systems-awareness/
Hi Clive. Thank you for your response. I want to ask you, is there such thing as a transitional period. People who go through transitional periods in their lives seem to be subjected to suffering. Is this what other supposedly clairvoyants aknowledge to be universal divine order?
Fascinating article/post. I don’t think any intelligent being could argue that there is negative and positive energies connected to all things. There is always opportunity for someone to put us in harm’s way but then I think it is up to us to do our research – hopefully ahead of time – and work toward understanding ourselves, that whatever path we choose to go down will bring forth the possibility of risk as well as reward. That said, I have been a Reiki Master for four years (practicing Reiki for nearly 10). I do not believe, however, that Reiki is all good, or even safe for everyone. I protect myself (or so I try to) with prayer that seems to work for me. I do this because my first teacher stressed the importance of it and my logical brain tells me to. I am not religious but it feels right. I do what feels right to me, to my soul. What I enjoy about reading this article/post and the accompanying comments is that it is refreshing to see the topic written about. One of my personal dislikes about Reiki people in general is that they often tend to act as if Reiki is a miracle process that has cures and answers that are not available elsewhere, as if there is some hard won knowledge, as if a symbol is what the humankind has been missing. I have seen bad Reiki teachers and good ones. I know two people who received Reiki I, II and Master III level attunements all within one week’s time. Ridiculous, in my mind, if you want to understand what you are doing. That’s just my opinion. But I’ve also seen people take years to reach Master III and pay upwards of $2,000 to do so. I do use Reiki on myself, my friends, and have used it on clients and now, after much thought and consideration (prior to reading this), will probably incorporate it with other modalities and move away from the use of symbols. Why? Because I have felt as much warmth and sensitivity – if not more – without the symbols, because I feel they are not warranted, and because I question the idea of fooling around with someone else’s process of growth. So, why bring forth any potential harm, because I do believe that if not grounded and centered, one could easily connect with the “wrong” thing. For me, Reiki was and is a learning experience but I have had difficulty with it also. My Reiki I and II attunements were wonderful experiences and I was fortunate enough to be attuned by someone who had incredibly great energy and is a kind soul. I felt wonderful and safe both times and the more technical and historic information given to me was fantastic. Yet in my Master Level III attunement I experienced much anxiety and it took me more than a year to come to terms with it. I was very uncomfortable. There was definitely a struggle and I think it had to do with the other student. I don’t think it is necessary to elaborate here. I just wanted to state that whatever we do, whatever we learn on our journey toward enlightenment – whatever we call it – there are pitfalls, advancements and setbacks I suppose, and that comments such as those William made make me wonder why he protested so much. I like to be open to ideas and not be judgmental. We can’t all agree with each other but I do want to stay open unless and until I decide something is not for me and then I will just move on. One can not live in a box and ignore the world outside of it. Boxes are very small places. Thank you for such an informative bit of information. There are very good points here to consider and enough “juice” for me to do more personal research. I do not know which side of the Reiki fence I will end up on but this is interesting stuff to look at. Namaste’
Thanks for the the ‘decent and balanced’ comment jacqualine
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
I went to a Reiki practitioner for treatment many years ago for severe pain from a shoulder that doctors really weren’t interested in fixing, since I was “just a housewife”. Drugs was all they offered, and how could I take care of my kids on drugs? Made no sense, so I opted to give reiki a try. What a mistake!!
I had already been doing some energy healing without knowing it, a kind of gentle massage since I was a kid. With the treatment, I did feel some kind of healing energy helping a bit, so I went back a few times. Any relief was better than no relief. At the time I was also chronically exhausted, sleeping only 2 or 3 hrs at a stretch because of pain, so my head wasn’t on straight so to speak – foggy brained. So, when the practitioner suggested a 1st level attunement, I went for it. Made sense, to help myself rather than going for costly treatments. Foggy brained me knew something wasn’t right, but I thought it was me. I went for the 2nd level attunement in an attempt to be able to better heal myself. That’s when things really started to go south. Apparently, she left holes in my protective shield, and all kinds of negative energy found it’s way in, since I was vulnerable at the time. I felt like an emotional wreck! Took me a few months of self heal from all the damage. When I questioned anything, I got silly, arrogant answers also. My guides were all over me at the time – undoing, and retraining me back to my own skills, reinforcing & guiding me in ways to advance them. I’ve been trying to steer people away from reiki ever since whenever the opportunity arose.
Reading this, it tells me more of what was going on than I knew at the time. Yes, I frequently see that stuff on the tops of peoples heads too.
Now, I let my guides do their job, and guide when healing. 🙂
Hi, this would be my experience that I had with Reiki..
During my teen days, I was drawn to the sound of ‘energy, past life’s, healing’ with ease. It so sounded natural to me. And on my own and more instinctively i started to test sensing the ‘energy’ with my hands, and read whatever little information a could find in the books or from people around me.
I had some basic clairvoyance, really good ‘guessing/predicting’, lifelike dreams, and last that I recall, energy sensing with hands. Then i found out about Reiki, and managed to get the initiation.
I tried so hard to do it Reiki way, and any other healing modality that i found out about, but it was getting harder and i could not sense anything. Several different initiations later, still nothing. What I didn’t notice is that I could not sense anything else anymore! Dreams were gone or hard to come by, energy sensing with hands was hard, and clairvoyance/predicting was gone too..
Sure my friend told me, when i tried to tend to her pain, that my hands were burning hot and her pain was gone next day.. but i had no primary feedback/feedback from myself and that was frustrating me more and more.. Blocked. That is the strongest thing i can feel.. :/
These are just my observations, based on my experience. I don’t have anything against sticky plaster approaches (disappearing symptoms) when they are needed in THAT moment when things are critical, or systems of healing with good intention.. But it seems that the plasters do tend to fall off, and that time used to apply them is wasted yet again because the root problem is not addressed, and all the pain just keeps repeating and repeating..
Reading this page, I have the ‘AHA!’ moments all the time, and sure am glad that I found them 🙂
Thanks Clive!
Thank you! Since 2013, I have participated in a healing practice that finally helped me heal some major problems in my life. Then the problems returned and got worse! I wondered why, when I felt and witnessed the healings being done, did they return?
It turns out much of what you’ve written on your sites is true. Apart from implants and curses, there were family, soul, energetic, etc. limitations and attacks from many different entities. Some progress was made, but old issues seemed to hold fast.
Then I remembered your page. Although it scared me and I wanted to avoid it all together, I felt much of what you said resonated with me. Here is what I found out.
Between 2006-2008 my own natural abilities were growing stronger. I had already been using tarot for over a decade and was very skilled with that. But in 2009, after an accident following a party where I had much success using my natural healing abilities, I got into a car accident. Mostly fine, but I got a “contusion” which resulted in a dampening of my speech and coordination center–damaging for a creative writing and English major!!!
I struggled writing my final papers and stories. I had so much ease writing and speaking and it was taken away. Apparently, my weakened state was use to the advantage of entities who wanted to place implants in me.
All the problems that grew out of that accident and before have now been resolved following your guide of what to look for. I still use the same healing modalities (Soul Recreation Therapy and Theta Healing), but without knowing what to look for, I still had problems. Thank you for this wonderful guide. I am healed!
God bless!
In addition, the reiki practice I picked up also dulled my natural abilities.
Olá Clive.
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Hi, Ive stumbled on this site by accident, and was very interested in all the above comments. Here in the UK my wife and i are both Spiritualists and are both Spiritual Healers, however my wife is competent in Swedish Massage also Indian Head etc and always gives Healing at the end of a session which is usually asked for. She has recently had new clients who have previously had Reiki but never felt any benefits from it. Myself included . We describe Spiritual as Healing from Spirit, Through Spirit , to Spirit…I dont believe in knocking anyone elses beliefs etc as horses for courses but for myself whenever i hear Reiki people talking its always about the eye watering costs of taking Reiki and the qualifications,,,,,,,Ive got Reiki one,,,,Im a Reiki Master etc. Its never talking about the healing…When im with fellow Spiritual Healers, its always about the healing. I picked up this chaps knee or blood pressure or whatever.
Kind Regards. Mr P.Baxter
I am shocked & unnerved to read everything. So similar to my experience .. Honestly after my third level Usui Reiki initiation, I’ve been living with constant frustration, negativity and a grossly slowed down pace of life! Literally feels m living in a psychic cage!
The thing is, what’s done is done! How can I undo this damage? How can I reclaim my natural energies and most importantly, my life back!!!
Please do reply to me. At my wit’s end!
Hi Priyanka, if you want to understand how ‘f**ked up everything is here in ‘healing/healer practitioner/new age terms’ then read this entire series. All healing systems are very very strongly managed/sabotaged are in most cases for most people they are not allowed to work ‘correctly’ as they should!!!
I’d like to share my experience.
Thinking ANY healing method is the be all and end all is ridiculous.
Reiki should be used as another tool in your toolbox. I am a Reiki Master, just became one about a month ago, and I know that Reiki, amongst other things, has been instrumental in overcoming drug & alcohol addition and making a shift to a more positive career and lifestyle. I would still be stuck in a loop or dead if I hadn’t embraced it into my life.
At present, I am wrestling with a lot of internal darkness. Reiki is helping in the moments when I need it, but I am aware of the need to expand further WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. You don’t become a Reiki Master and just stop growing spiritiually – it’s just another part of the journey.
I’m looking forward to expanding further in my own time.
The Usui Reiki attunement is based on universal energies (yes, plural of energy). Usui Reiki is based on a much older system old attunement and healing. There are Reiki practitioners that are chasing the all might buck and to control others. It’s true, you can heal or destroy/limit people with this system. People that angrily reply are those who feel they are under attack specifically and are the ones that shouldn’t be practicing Reiki, in the first place.
Energy does not conform to one system of belief and way of attuning your soul to it. There are many ways to do it, no actual wrong way to do it. The original Usui Reiki is quite a bit different than what is in practice and being taught now. The attunement is similar but not quite the same.
You don’t have to attune with Japanese Kanji numbers and phrases, any language will do, it the intention, energy transference and attunement is the the same. Rituals are rituals, they change over time, as long as the core understanding doesn’t change, then you’ll be fine.
Your master must be of pure attunement and character for you to be in the clear. In other words, don’t take on attunement from anyone that doesn’t serve your greater good; removing their own egos from the equation and seeing what is best for you, at the time and down the line. This is true for all spiritual guidance and attunement, not just Reiki.
Hi Lex, haha, well done for presenting a decent as well as different angle/perspective . . . I’d forgotten that Reiki had puzzled me in the past as a none Western somewhat ‘exotic’ import . . . it’s pretty much always ‘felt’ to me (and in a very distant background/hard to become conscious of sense too) that it’s sort of a ‘shadow’ of ‘something’ (and perhaps ‘something’ that is perhaps exceptionally different with respect to it’s current ‘presentation’ too!!! . . . however, . . . from another angle perspective the core/upper ‘West/westerners’ generally make an effort to depreciate other cultures ‘ways/wisdoms/understandings’ and very particularly anything ‘decent’ which then seems to be attacked/often described in inverted/oblique ways too!!!! . . . ALSO, . . . for example, from a ‘healing’ angle the upper ‘W’ lot absolutely don’t like anything that in a very basic sense ACTUALLY WORKS i.e. actually ‘heals’ people, rather they are focused on expensive ‘medication’s’ that you have to keep buying because they only reduce symptoms . . . the ‘Modern Medicine’ links in the page above: Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes have me describing my original background as a diabetic/diabetes researcher!!! Are you aware that diabetes is a symbolic disease, whose symptoms ‘represent’ none physical aspects of ourselves i.e. the diabetes physical symptom’s ‘represent’ specific ‘ailments’ of our ‘subtle body’ (that is interfaced to your human avatar form through which you are reading this!!!) are being converted into entirely made up physical symptoms . . . i.e. most physical diseases ailments/symptoms are literally ENTIRELY ‘MADE UP’ . . .
Basically we are in a fake reality with the population being subjected to an extensive collection of entirely made up ‘physical’ diseases. This is why I presented this page here (Extensive Evidence our World is a Simulation Designed In a VR on a 3D Wireframe Grid/Backdrop) because it presents detailed as well as many angles of evidence that our reality has been pre-defined/designed . . . ‘however’ as you seem to have some clue and I’ve recently been trying to compile evidence of the anomalies presented here that specifically relate to ourselves being duplicates/copies of other people AND of ourselves as subtle beings (whom lived in an extremely different subtle environment (which is likely where the original Reiki was developed within specifically as a system attempting to ‘heal’ OURSELVES AS SUBTLE BEINGS/SUBTLE FORMS!!!)) then this led me to present/describe and list the extensive anomalies that we have here that relate to our subtle body and the subtle environment which in both being exceptionally different to our human body and human environment result in a lot of consistent anomalous experiences being presented here.
I’m specifically a duplicate of ‘someone’ that NEVER EVER HAD A PHYSICAL ‘LIFE’ . . . as a subtle being I spent times occasionally interfacing to a physical animal form in the physical for short periods of time (between 2/3 wees and a few months at a time (never more than 6 months) and I interfaced to many different animal types (a cat (as a black panther for example) an eagle, a reptile form and even a crab (I’ve ‘EXTENSIVE’ evidence of these possibilities too (literally 100’s of pages of evidence of many ‘crab’ peoples here)) . . . this is why some people ‘neigh’ while tossing their long hair too (because they were originally interfaced to a horse) . . . hence then I’m exceptionally aware of ‘anomalies’ here as pretty much nothing of my specific life adds up AT ALL . . . hence this site Lex . . . all of the examples of anomalous experiences Ive written here are all mine bar two and these other two are of a friend whom had variations of some anomalous experiences similar to my own!!!
If you click/hover over the ‘Topics’ drop down at the very top you’ll have some idea of the sheer SCALE of anomalies I’ve had (there are 55+ posts/pages written of different anomalous experiences) ‘AND’ these are just the anomalies I’m actually reasonably ‘comfortable with’ actually writing about to, never mind that I’ve way more anomalies of some specific varieties of anomalous types that I cannot be bothered to write out all examples of experiences I’ve had (nature spirits for example and ‘ghosts’ too . . .
How many anomalous experiences have you had Lex?
Are you even aware that you are doing anomalous none physical body/none physical reality originated ‘things’ every time you are ‘channelling’ i.e. ‘BROADCASTING’ energies/emissions to other people during a healing session??? Are you aware that this is WHAT SUBTLE BEINGS ‘NATURALLY’ DO ALL THE TIME!!!!
So, when I state the Reiki/Magnified Healing/Spiritual Healing/anything working in a similar way are all subtle form/subtle body activities and hence then are all ENTIRELY ANOMALOUS HERE does that make sense to you? This means that ‘YOU’ and likely all healers that are directly/consciously or indirectly/unconsciously ‘channelling/broadcasting’ means that you/they are each a duplicate of someone that very, very, very likely spent time NOT INTERFACED INTO THE PHYSICAL/WASN’T INTERFACED TO A PHYSICAL BODY FORM . . . i.e. ‘healing/channelling energies’ is specifically just a subtle form/being experience . . . IT IS NOT REPRESENTING A PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE!!!!
Every healer that is consciously or unconsciously channelling/broadcasting/directing energies to any other is having an anomalous experience with respect to our ‘physical’ only environment/reality!!! I.e. they/we/myself we shouldn’t be able to do this here/in this physical only reality, this is what we’d be doing as the subtle forms/beings WE ALL ACTUALLY REALLY ARE!!!!
So, if virtually every aspect of your life ‘FEELS and ‘IS’ Anomalous’, which accurately describes how mine ‘IS’!!! Then it’s not a surprise that I’m our entirely FAKE realities worst critic!!! IS IT!!!!
So, bottom line here Lex, is that you might find this page (First Awareness of a ‘Version of Myself’ Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting Implants) and the following 1 or 2 pages worth reading because they are from this subtle environment/subtle body differences angle specifically AND the evidence is quite ‘stark’ . . . ‘AND’ in reading those pages ‘you’ might realise/become aware of other anomalous experiences too . . . in which case leave a comment there letting me know of these other angles and I’ll write about them for the next version!!!!
Thank you, Clive! What a relief to read your article!
This was the only related one that came up for my search: “negative experiences after reiki master degree” – I wasn’t really sure how to search for my issues. (it’s all lovely which you can find about reiki and where/how to go to these expensive courses…)
I’ve had my master course in May and since I seem to go spiralling down… Straight after the master attunement, it was like big silence, emptiness… I didn’t feel any more that hot energy when channelling and almost felt nothing during my treatments, I couldn’t see pictures, colours, no nothing anymore…
Now I feel like loosing my mind, my reality and even life from this body… that’s a bit too strange I think.
The point is that I feel really bad as I’ve lost something I used to have, I seem to do worse and worse. But many others are getting only better and better and doing well and all lovely… – they might had started from a lower level I thought and then now of course they feel moving up… but then why can’t I go further up???? I’ve felt ashamed to ask my teacher as perhaps I’m just not as good or I’ve been doing it all wrong ???? even though you can not do it wrong! – apparently; you need to trust the energy and be patient and humble… it’s half a year and I feel as if I hadn’t even ever had my first reiki or anything spiritual…
I’ve thought of ‘healing crisis’, too – but really?? after master attunement and plus half a year and working on myself every day???? really? I refuse to believe that…
Clive, you’re saying: “In the comments below I replied to Heather’s comment about disengaging yourself from an initiation with a brief update on my understandings.”
I can’t actually see this comment… – could you help me with this, please?
Could you point me to the direction how to get rid of the attunement/initiation, please?
Has anyone else had some success in trying to do that??
I’d appreciate any advice from any of you here.
Thank you so much.
“I replied to Heather’s comment” . . and then I wrote a massive amount/update below this within the article itself i.e. I replaced the comment which would have presented limited advice based on much earlier (6 years ago from the comment date) and likely VERY. VERY LIMITED understandings compared to what I have now . . . it’s taken me (so far) about a decade and a half of moving on from the new age bullshit hence then I present here a lot of new links to read to ‘facilitate’ you (if you are bothered) to attempt to update yourself too . . . which , in our instant ‘twitter’ age where people expect instant answers/solutions isn’t likely is it!!! . . . so, I ‘moved on’ when I realised that we ‘HERE’ are all copies of other people living out someone else’s life. So, ‘here’ if the person you are a copy of ‘resolved’ this then it’ll be resolved here . . . if not then you’ll keep it!!!! I only realised this because I had a phase where I worked with a group of clients FULL TIME for many months and in some cases many. many years . . . only then did it become obvious that you are absolutely not allowed to resolve certain issues . . . they ‘might’ actually temporarily disappear BUT they will either return ‘or’ be replaced by some equivalent/similar issue/problem!!!! You are living in a fake software defined reality that is hell bent/designed to more and more accumulate health issues within the entire population. Read this page here for a full presentation of my background with extensive evidence of what I’ve just pointed out!!!!
FWIW, a family member ‘cleared’ me, a reiki master. The energies really did feel good and my mind felt clearer, I felt lighter. The next day, I could feel many holes in my ‘body’ and I felt like I had an infection. I had black, round, bubbly-like bumps in a particular area of my spirit (?) body. But, first I had to get rid of an entity already on board before I could treat the infection. This was weird, because I usually don’t get malignant entities on board, anymore. So, it took a little concentration, but I got rid of the entity (through negotiations) and then worked on the infection. The the next day, the RM also said I had many openings in my aura and worked to close them. I haven’t had another bad entity on board since then, but I have been trying to be very careful. (I also had another person (not a RM) close up the holes.) The RM strongly denied the holes in my aura were a side effect from reiki and even seemed offended when I suggested this. This is probably part of the whole cognitive dissonance (and implant) from the expensive reiki training.