Psychic surgery on your own sofa to remove negativity and deep fear as performed directly by a team working in another realm
Fear, terror and panic attacks were the order of the day
At the time of my awakening experience in February 1995 I was still very much pre-occupied with the intense feelings of fear, panic and terror that had started to emerge within me 18 months previously. These feelings had reached a peak of intensity and debilitation in November 1994 about 3 months previous to my awakening experience. Since then, although they were still very difficult to cope with, they had been reducing very slowly and overall I was aware that it was getting better.
Abdominal pains
At the same time I was also having pains in my abdomen area which had first appeared when I returned from Brazil and seemed to be related to the healing I received there. These pains had reached a certain level of discomfort and then remained at that level, I accepted them as part of whatever it was that I was going through.
In the summer of 1995 a few months after my awakening experience my friend Joan came to stay with me. We were sitting in my lounge talking when she announced that she had just become aware of wearing (in an energy sense) the uniform of a nurses and was intrigued as to what that meant? Shortly after that my Spirit Team turned up. This was my Native American spirit guide with his family.
Energetic healing & Psychic Surgery performed & facilitated by spirit guide helpers
His wife came forward carrying a knife and Joan informed me that they were going to carry out some energy surgery. So, lying back on my sofa I went through very much the same experience that I had had in Brazil (as described here) except I was much more aware of what was going on.
I could feel where I was being cut and see what was being removed. It was a deep black lump of what I can only describe as gunge. Joan told me that the psychic surgeons in Brazil had done all they could but that they did not have enough time to do all that was necessary. This was why I felt the pains. So, this work was going to finish off what they had started there.
Black lump of negativity cut out and disposed of
This black lump was the focus of some negativity that I had been building up that was directly related to my response to the feelings I was having of fear and terror. In fact part of me was so attached to this that the spirit team enjoyed themselves by taunting me with it. They held it above me saying ”Are you sure you want to get rid of this?”, ”Are you really sure?”.
It struck me that what I was having done here on my own sofa in Co. Durham was as deep and profound as I had experienced in Brazil. So, one of the understandings that this days experience conveyed to me was that I myself now had some strong capability to connect and resolve things more independently with help from the Beings that I had drawn to me. All that was necessary was that I ask, stay open and go with the flow.
Science and spirit meet . . . . or maybe not
Again for someone of a scientific background and all the distorted preconceptions of reality that this set of beliefs entails then this type of encounter would be considered at best a hallucination and at worst the product of a deranged or psychotic mind. On the other hand until science stops excluding consciousness from it’s model and all that consciousness is capable of then it will continue to be brilliant at manipulating physical reality and producing the likes of mobile phones but a waste of time at understanding the fundamentals of existence and all that is possible beyond the strictly physical.
I am a scientist by training with 16 years working in a medical research environment with scientific papers covering a very diverse base of subject areas. For more on my experience in these areas then read here.
Oh and the abdominal pain; it faded away over the next week or so and the gut focused fear all got easier after this too.
can anyone request psychic surgery in this way??
SAM
Hi Sam, this will depend on your own personal / past connections / relationships with guides.
Nice story. Having your guides do the psychic surgery for free is great. I have to buy two bottles of an expensive colon-cleansing juice to get rid of some fear and anxiety feelings aside from the physical dirt inside my colon.
I believe I have experienced doing this on myself, by pinpointing the area of discord or discomfort, fear, pain. anxiety and gave whatever it was, I didn’t try to analyse it to the inner master (matrix) who then we together pour it into the river of light and sound, this had the effect of taking a weight sometime huge weight out of me, replaced by a lighter being, perhaps this is why they call it “enlightenment”, due to each time we purify ourselves a little further, we are then further enlightened.
I am still blocked, or perhaps not ready or perhaps not yet purified enough to become a master or healer for other, however, I can share and teach self-healing to others in the way that I heal myself. This seems to be the safest way, since I am already protected by a shield, a vibratory rate, a sound and a light that is all my own, that none can penetrate once I have gone to one level of healing, I never have to go back, I evolve as I heal myself.
Thank you for this opportunity to share.
Protection as a limited (not actually a very ‘enlightened’) ‘healing’ solution;
http://www.soul-healer.com/psychic-energetic-protection/negative-energies-entities/
and
http://www.soul-healer.com/psychic-energetic-protection/psychic-energetic-protection/failure-trapped-lost-spirits-souls/
end result of using protection life time upon lifetime;
http://www.soul-healer.com/psychic-energetic-protection/psychic-energetic-protection/hidden-entities-healer-failures-awareness/
Oi Clive. Qual o nome da cidade e estado que fica o centro de cura que vc esteve no Brasil?
Obrigado!
Ola ‘Ball’ . . . I was staying in Campinas city at the time and from what I can remember the journey was north, north east taking about 2 to 2 and a half hours by car. I cannot remember the name of the town BUT I can remember that it was associated with something called ‘the four rivers’. Either is is close to 4 rivers or the four rivers are symbolic of ‘something’.
Sorry ‘descupla?’ my Portugese was never very good at the best of times. I’ve a page here describing this healing center experience in Brazil here which might provide you with more details.
It seems like what you learned from this experience is what grew into what you developed to help other heal and is expressed in your site soul healer site.
Is our intensions so powerful?
It is . . .
I have scanned myself and removed a thin thread of blackness which I took to be a implant in my abdomen, it looked like a black metallic object with yellow around it and it was long and hard to touch. I saw myself put my hand inside my energy body and pull it out.
Apart from that I had a arch angel healing experience with Raphael using a green cover and he gave me some items like a hour glass filled with purple liquid, a pendulum and something in a bag. I was given back my happiness, compassion and something else. It didn’t last long as I was being blocked by entities and they woke me up during the experience. I did feel happy and better for a few days until that ended because my own negative choices.
Then I had a subtle vision of a spirit laying me down wearing a doctors coat and one of those weird looking things on his forehead, he had some type of crystal hovering up and down my body.
On another case this was rather weird, I was inside a medical centre and these doctors and nurses were experimenting on people with animal DNA (splicing), I was there because I had large open wounds on my back and chest due to furniture and other objects attached to my body (to blocked my energy portals, they are still here now to this day, which is blocking me from using most of my psychic senses and feeling things). I warned the doctors not to try any experiments on me while they are healing me and they assured me they would not. (I emphasized I would find them, come back and it would not be pretty) Anyways the next day I awoke on a beach with people all around me staring and keeping there distance, because my entire right hand was missing and in it’s place was a large crab like claw with huge pincers. I tracked them down and confronted the doctor, I said to him, ‘ I told you not to experiment on me’ I grabbed his right arm and used my pincers to cut it off and said to him, ‘now you can’t experiment on people’